I’m really sorry for updating late I was really depressed and frustrated this past few months. So I’m very sorry.(Bows) I’m really sorry. I’m very thankful to my loyal subscribers and new subscribers. Don’t worry it’s my vacation already..

I’m really sorry for confusing you last time.. I was out of my mind at that time..

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I’ve edit some chapters… I just noticed I mess up with character’s names in other chapters..

I’ll list the Fictional Characters:

Shin Ratae: The bestfriend of Hwayoung

Kwon Hwayoung: The protagonist

Lee Taehee: Onew’s childhood friend

*asterisk-means author’s note

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Author’s POV

Back at the last chapter,

You see the arrival of the mom of Hwa young..

And Taemin was able to meet her.

Now let’s go back to the story,

“Hwayoung and Taemin here is your banana milk” Hwayoung’s mom said

“Gomapsupnida” Taemin said and bows as respect.

“Komawo Mom” Hwa young said and wrap her hands around her mom’s arm.

“Mommy, I really miss you” Hwa young said

“Excuse me. Hwa young… I think I should go… I think I am ruining your moment.. Excuse me Mrs. Kwon I think I should go..Thank you.  ” Taemin bow

“Wait Taemin.. I will go with you” Hwayoung said

“No.Stay here.. I know you really miss your mom.. I will just pick you up tomorrow..Arasso?” Taemin said

“Arasso” Hwayoung said and nod

“Bye” Taemin said with a smile and leave

Taemin’s POV

Now I know, where she inherited her beauty..

She really looks like her mother..

Author’s POV

Now Taemin is going home..

On the other hand,

Onew’s POV

 I was really curious about my mom..

I think there is something wrong with her relationship with the family of Taehee. Because she’s avoiding me when I talk about Taehee’s family..

I think there is something wrong.. It really confuses me..Aishht.. I think I should sleep…

(Play the song while reading this part)

Author’s POV

Now let’s go back to Hwayoung,

Hwayoung’s POV

“Mommy, I really miss you so much” I said while holding mom’s hand..

“It’s been a long time since we’re like this.. I thinks it’s for ages.. I really miss this times.. I remember I was crying always to Dad.. I always beg him to let me see you.. I really miss you..” I said and tears started to form at my eyes..My heart feels heavy…

“I was really happy to see you.. I was happy that you seem that you didn’t age.. You still looks like the last time I saw you when I was 5 years old.. Mom I really miss you.. Why you need to broke up with Dad?Waeyo?” I said and kneeled while crying..

(*Remember at Chapter 1 I told you that she has a high IQ level)

“Hwayoung.. Mianhe.. But me and your father cannot come back the same way before…”Mom said and kneeled at my front..

“Do you know what I experienced when you leave me?”  I said

Flashback

I was going to school…

Children started to joke me like motherless.

They say that my mother is useless..

Because she wasn’t able to raise me..

And I started to lose my friends.

And do you know that there are some ajhummas saying that they know from the start that you will broke up with Dad because of cultural difference and you’re from different country..

I think, that’s not the case.. I know there is something bigger than that..

Dad, didn’t know that I understand every single word that the ajhummas are saying..

Do you remember that I was genius?

I started to talk at the age of 2.

So I remember every single word that they told me and I understand it really well.

I was always crying at night begging for you to comeback..

I really miss your banana milks. I miss your lullabies.

I remember myself begging for Dad to let me go to you..

Even just for a vacation..

But he wouldn’t let me..

I was really sad at that time..

I locked myself up to my room.

And I started to rebel to dad..

But in the end he wins..

I became normal..

And I started to gain friends again

There are times in which I question you..

There are times in which I’m angry at you because you leave me..

But I can’t hate you that much because there is someone telling my heart that you didn’t like to leave me.. It wasn’t your choice..

End of Flashback

“Even though I started to move on..

I can’t erase the fact that I miss you..

I can’t erase the fact that you’re so important in my life.

I can’t erase the fact that I need you..

I wish that this will not last.. I really wish to stay with you..

If I would have one wish.. I wish that there will come a time wherein I’ll be able to have a complete family again” I said to my mom..

I started to sing Mother for my Mom…..

This song really fits.

I can’t erase the fact that she’s my mother and he’s important to me.

After I finished singing..

“Mom can you sing a lullaby for me?” Hwa young said

“Arasso” Mom said

And sing for me..

That sweet voice I haven’t heard for ages..

I really miss these times.

I remember that I was used to my mother’s lullaby when I was about to sleep.

I feel like I was coming back at time..

I feel like I was a little kid again..

I wish this will not stop..

Confused why I told you at the first chapter that I occasionally go to my mother’s hometown.. I told you that so you won’t pity me.

I don’t like people to pity me..

Mrs Kwon’s POV

This maybe our last meeting..

Or maybe not.

Your father don’t want me to get near you..

This promise may be broken but I will still promise..

“I promise that I will try my best to get near to you.. I’ll always be there for you…. I will fill up the empty spaces that is meant for your mom.. I’ll make up for those past years.. I promise” I whispered to her ear and Tears started to fall from my eyes again like falls.

And I carry her to the bed..

“Good Night my little girl” I said and kissed her cheeks.