Normal Pov

“So, Hyukjae ssi..i see that you are already awake.” A man in white ask me. He gave me smile, even though he seems old but still handsome

I just nod , don’t have strength to answer his question

“Ok, let me check on you first and then I’ll give you your health report. But I need your brother to be here also? Is that ok with you?” I think first and I tried to answer this time

“J-just tell me..”

“But, I need your family to know.”

“P-Please.. j-just tell me.”

“But-“ “They won’t care..j-just tell me..please..” I beg to the doctor knowing my family won’t even care about me

“ok then, let me take your report first, and then we’ll talk about this.”

Hyukjae Pov

I stare at the sky, I wish I will go to my mother.. or maybe I just want to die? I don’t know but I just tired for this life. Why can’t I just die and go there. I useless, burden, I killed my own mother but why I can’t take my own life.

My mind get distract by the doctor

“here your report, and I have a news for you.”

I examine the report, it’s my brain’s x-ray, but I see a dark spot there.

“Doctor..what is this?” I point the dark spot

“Yes, I will explain about it, and before that let’s hear your good news first ok.” I just nod

“Congratulation, you’re still a , because you didn’t break your hymen.”

I just stare at the doctor, I know that they didn’t have the chance to break it before I kicked them and maybe Eunhyuk distract them for doing it.

“And the bad news it?” the doctor’s face became tense, I can’t help but wonder that I’m ill with some deathly disease

“You already see the dark spot there on your brain right? I’m sorry but I need to tell you this, that you have a brain tumor stage 3.”

I seem can’t process the information into my brain, I just stare at the doctor didn’t know how to react

“D-does it m-mean that I’m dying? H-how long-“ “Yah!! Don’t say that you’ll just surrender and die, arasso, I won’t let my patient die on me.” He said sternly, and I can’t help but smile softly

“It’s ok.. but how long is my life?” “Yah!! I already said that you won’t die-“

“Just tell me doc..please?”

Sigh…”You have about 6/7 month , but you cant get surgery and your life will be normal.”

“Don’t be silly, I know that the surgery only have chance about 30/40% for my case to success and the medicine only make the pain gone not the tumor.”

“But, how can you are being pessimist even tough it’s only 30/40% but there still a miracle.”

“miracle huh? What a joke..it’s never happen to me no matter how I beg and cry, maybe you can leave now I want to take some rest.”

“Ok..then but make sure we’ll keep in touch, go sleep.”

“Doc..” “Yes?”

“Remember, don’t tell anyone about my condition. Thanks.”

He just sighing before take his leave, and instead of sleeping i stare out the window beside my bed

“Mom…I will be there soon, wait for me ok~, love you” I close my eyes and smile thinking that in 6 month I will se my mother again.

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i'm so srry but it's seems that i failed this chapter aswell...

i was full of doubt to continue this story... TT.TT

so sorry i can't find my inpiration about this story...

but don't worry i won't put this story on hiatus..

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