It’s already 2 years since mom passed away. Dad become colder than how he used to be when I was young. Even though I was just 9 but I knew the one who wants me and thw one who is not. And it’s seems no one.

9 years old Hyukjae~

Brother became cold to me after momm go, I feel lonely. But, at least Jieun ahjumma is still there cheering for me. Even though she’s just some maid in our house but she care for me she is..the only one who always there for me. ‘Mom are you watching me? I hope you were..’ I look up to the sky, imagining mother’s face. Replaying my sweet memory with her.

“I’m home..” I said

“How are you today hyukkie ah~?” Jieun ahjumma asking with smile welcomed me home

“It’s good ahjumma…oh~ you know what?! Brother get praise from teacher for his amazing dance and his high score for math!” I said excitedly wanting to tell her how awesome is my brother

“Waah~ it’s good..and how about you hyukkie ah?” she giggled and asking about me and I beamed

“I’m good and I top all of the exam and get praise on my piano and singing but brother got mad at me because of it he said I steal all of the attention away from him.” I said getting sad for remembering what Eunhyuk said to me this afternoon

“It’s ok honey..he just want to get some attention yet they come to you, it’s mean you’re doing great on what you do, there is no need to become sad.”

“But because of it Eunhyuk really mad at me..does it mean that I was a bad girl ahjumma?” I was getting teary just for thinking of it because mother said a bad girl won’t be loved

“No..no.no..of course not..you are a good kid Hyukkie..if you’re not one than you won’t get praised  today right?” she wipe my tears away from my face and I give my gummy smile

“Oh one more thing..you must be more careful ok! Because there is some kidnaper near this complex.” I just shrug of not pay any attention of what she warn

It’s already 7pm but Eunhyuk is not home yet and maybe father will be late today. Sigh.. I already cooked so much today. I love cook but this is the first time I cooked for them and I hope they will like my food

I can hear some one come in. “Welcome home father..oh Eunhyuk you are home with father?” I ask not thinking that Eunhyuk will coming home with father knowing how busy father is

“Yeah..i called daddy this afternoon saying that I miss him and want to play with him..and you know what he took me to the amusing park and we played so many game there, Eunhyuk say with his excited voice and smirking at me showing how much father loved him and not me

“Umm..it’s good then..i hope you happy today.” Trying not to cry and showing that I’m not sad at all even though I feels like thorn apart and full of envy

I watch them go to the dining room after the changed. I hope they like my food

“Who make this food? This taste different.” Father said,  i was getting more and more nervous afraid that he won’t like my cook

“Uhm..why father..is it not good!” Instead answering me he called Jieun ahjumma

“Oh..it’s young lady’s cooks isn’t it delicious?” Jieun ahjumma said with her smile want to brag how good Hyukjae can cook

Praanngg…

I stare at my father shock seeing him throwing my all foods from the table. Even Jieun ahjumma can only watch shock too

“Are you planning to poison me or what huh?! Serving trash like this.”

“No..father.. I’m sorry..please I don’t mean to poison yo..hiks..hiks”

“Better you’re not cooking anymore..Jieun cook me and Eunhyuk something I don’t want to eat some trash and you better cleaned this mess!! Tch such an ungrateful child.”

I cried and start to pick the broken plate. “Hyukkie it’s ok~ let me clean the mess you just go to your room..Hyukkie please you could get hurt.” Jieun said can’t stand what she sees anymore. She feel pathetic because can’t do anything for Hyukjae even when she is there in the scene but she can do nothing. Pathetic

“Ouch..” blood dripping from Hyukjae’s finger but instead stop from picking the broken plate she continue what she do not caring the blood on her finger. Seeing this Jieun only could take care her because she can’t help more than this

I know that this such a trash...but i can't help to write some of my wild imagination...

i'm sorry for making you read something like this...and sorry for the typo~
but i can only saying ENJOY!!!LOVE YOU <3333333