For the first time in months

I got dressed up and met my friends

One friend of mine

Tactlessly asked me again

Whether I was on a diet

Saying that I'm unrecognizable

He asked me

He kept asking me

I can't eat

Because of you

I can't sleep

Because of you

So every day

I barely get through the day

I wanted to say that

But since I was afraid I'd cry

I just smiled

My family and friends

All ask me how you're doing

When I go to a restaurant or anywhere else

They ask me why I came alone

And every single time

It hits me again

That you're not here

That I don't have you anymore

Because of you

I can't eat

Because of you

I can't sleep

So every day

I barely get through the day

I wanted to say that

But since I was afraid I'd cry

I just smiled

No matter who asks

No matter how much they ask

I can't say your name out loud

Because I'm afraid that one word will make

Everything spill out

In case I might cry

I laugh even louder

In case I think of you

I only talk of other things

But the more I do that

I keep missing you more

And on my way home

I felt like such a fool

So I finally cried

I couldn't hold it in anymore

And I cried

 

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