I woke up from sleep. I dreamt my first met with Minhyun. It was sweet, start from that day, I always think about her, thinking that me and her is meant for each other. We’re reconcilable by God in our bad time, and meet our happines when we’re together. Ah, it’s been such a long time, but now I have to face reality.

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I tried to text her at noon, but it’s failed. I tried to call her, but not connected. Seems she turned off her phone. But it’s not only for an hour, or a day, it’s been a week I couldn’t reach her at all. I tried to come into her house, but I’m too scared. No, not scared, but unconfidence! While waiting for her phone on, I’m thinking about everything, what’s her parents said, what I’ve done, what she’s done. Feels like I’ve always put her into difficulties, and she’s been so nice and supported for me, but I do nothing better for her. Sometimes, I felt she’s better with someone better than I am. But a second later, I want her to be with me no  matter what. My feelings is complicated.

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Time goes by so fast, it’s already 3 months passed, I can’t contact her at all. But I’m still hoping for someday she walks to me, wanting me to comeback with her. Cuz actually I prepared something special for her. Remember that I always delayed the time to meet her parents until I prepared something that can shows that I’m worth for Minhyun. Yes, I prepared a wedding ring. I work in gas station, and also at the restaurant kitchen to collect more money to buy her a proper wedd