A/N: be ready with tissue  ,as usual ignore any gramatical or spelling mistake

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please listen to this song while reading,don't mind the language

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=blZlV3UcWaI

CR: to the uploader

~Forget me ,it's a goodbye to you

You've to live without me...

this is your journey ,this is your path

You've to live without me~

Holding a cup of coffee between her palms, thumps the circular edge of the mug,elbows digged on her knees,shinhye was deep in thought.She took a deep sigh, last night she felt his presence again,she'd woken up crying for one of her nightmare,she wasn't sure if it was real or her conscience is making  up stories but she felt his finger brushing her hair away from her face and whispering soothing words into her ear ,she couldn't dare to open her eyes afraid it might be only her imagination,for once she'd wished it to be true,after that she'd slept peacefully knowing he is protecting her.

It had been three year since he left her , ripping her heart out,shredding it until no love or trust is left within her,.three years ago when they were together he would always whisper soothing words assuring her its just a nightmate, everything gonna be fine.

she was just an ordinary girl,dancing  was her passion,she was living a simple life with her family and her boyfriend jung yonghwa. they were madly in love with each other, atleast i was . Like other girl she'd dreamed of marrying him one day, become his perfect wife,until one day she found out almost two year of relationship that he cheated on her, he was never in love with her, shattering her dream world.

3 years ago>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

"baby try to understand, i have to go, its an important meeting " yonghwa said

"but you promised me tomorrow will be full yong-shin time"  shinhye said pouting her rosey lips

"i know but this meeting with japanese  the client is vey important" yonghwa reasoned out

" fine, but promise me there will be more yong-shin time"

she is so cute as baby yonghwa thought while grinning ear to ear

" as you wish shin baby" he said kissing her nose

"so when are you leaving for japan, for how long"

"tomorrow 10 am " he replied caging her between his arm "for a week"

" i"ll miss you" she said while tear rolled down her cheeks , don' know why she'd hunch something very wrong is going to happen,so she burried her face in his chest

"i'll miss you more" said with the same anxiety , resting his chin on her head, don't cry ,it's just a week , you'll see it will pass witha wink of eye ,remember i'm always with you like a shadow and if you miss me more just look at the sky i'll also do the same from there in japan so that you remember i'm looking over you through the sky

shinhye sniffled and smiled  "promise"

"promise" but at one condition" what is it"?? you always had to be happy , i dont want ..wiping tear from her eyes.. a single drop of tear in your eyes, she smiled and nodded, then yonghwa sealed her lips with his lips

Week has passed since yonghwa left korea, and shinhye had not heared from him since then except the day he reached japan, she was worried.another week passed and still no hear from yonghwa, shinhye got more worried ,she tried to call him but his cell was turned off, she also called at the hotel in japan where he was suppoded to stay, but the receptionist told that they'd checked out two weeks before

the next day she received a call from an unknown number

"hello ,who's this"

" jung yonghwa is cheating on you with another  girl ,go to hotel PL PLAZA room no. 406" said the man on the other line

"what are you talking about, who are you"

"you'll see it yourself when you go to the hotel, consider me ur well wisher" with said the man hung up on shinye

shinhye was terrified,and trembling her yonghwa cheating on her.no that can't happen, he l.oves me, but he'd not call me since two weeks his cell is also turned off ,NO! i cant come to conclusion until i see it with my eyes, with that she gathered her courage and stalked out of her house to the hotel PL PLAZA

she was chanting mantra all the way to the hotel, hoping it to be a prank, a very famous prank of yonghwa which he loved to play on ,her, may be he wanted to surprise her,apologise for not contacting these past two weeks,

Finally shinye was in the hotel PL PLAZA, standing infront of  room no. 406, her chest rising and falling at a rapid speed, head sweating,palm curled in a fist at there sides,.closing her eyes she took a deep breath, hand on the door knob " now or never"

1.twisting the knob

2.opening  her eyes

3.swung opened the door

she was numb, eyes misty with tear ,her breath got stucked in , no voice came out of her rosey lips, there she saw two people a girl a boy kissing passionately, the boy giving his back to shinhye,while the girl had her one hand tightly gripped on his shoulder ,other hand pushed against his hair. Shinye took some minute to read the back feature of the guy, then her eyes widened, same black hair same broad shoulder same height,..and the shirt he was wearing is the same which she gave him on his previous birthday..it was clear he was yonghwa, her yonghwa in the arms of other woman.

NO!   she shouted, her knees became weak, she felt pain i