After awhile as Sehun was in dreamland. 

Luhan walked and opened his bagpack to take out his sketch book.

He flipped to the new page and started drawing.

( Song: Huh Gak- 1440 )

As Luhan drew the sleeping Sehun slowly, he smiled as he drew it. :)

As he drew Sehun's lips, he looked at it then to the real sehun,

Sehun's lips parted slightly.

Luhan looked at it as his gaze trailed up to Sehun's eyes. 

Luhan heaved as he looked at the sleeping Sehun.

He went a little closer till their faces were just centimetres apart.~

Luhan Sehun's cheek and smiled. 

" why do you always shine so brightly at times like this.. .." Luhan uttered.

Luhan closed his sketch book and put it away. He yawned.

" 4:25 am" he read. Luhan decided it was best to get some rest as well.

He slept on the ground. 

Beside Sehun who was asleep on the couch.

Luhan cuddled himself as he slowly fell asleep.

Though it was raining that night, the floor did not seem as cold as it looked.

It was definately not the carpet , Luhan wondered if it was because he had someone sleeping by his side, just above on the sofa. <3

( Song : Huh gak - 1440 )~~ 

( The next morning)

Sehun eyes opened slightly, He blinked. He felt the towel on his forehead. Reaching for it, he took it off his forehead.

He looked around.. .. 

" where's.." Sehun thought.

" morning ~" Luhan smiled looking at the awake Sehun .

" im cooking porridge. you can eat some now. it will make you feel better. and! oh ! take your medicine too~" Luhan spoke as he stirred the porridge.

Sehun looked at him.

" were you. .. taking care of me the entire night?" Sehun asked. ..

" ( nods) oh. haha. well its okay! you took care of me too! back then when i was sick!" Luhan chuckled.

" okay! the porridge is cook. come eat it while its hot. i shall go boil some tea for you. its good to drink it." Luhan spoke.

Sehun got up and walked slowly to the table.

He looked at the table.

There was egg, kimchi , seaweed , and porridge.

" here. eat it while its hot" Luhan smiled as he placed Sehun's cup of tea down. 

" ah! take your medicine first. i got it at the pharmacy just down stairs. its a really good thing that there's a pharmacy just below." Luhan laughed.

Sehun was touched. He couldnt remember when was the last time he felt this touched. 

After sehun ate the medicine, Luhan took his temperature.

" 37.4" he smiled.

" at least it went down by alot!" Luhan cheered.

Sehun looked at him.

" you were practically burning like 38 degrees last night" Luhan laughed.

" thanks." Sehun uttered.

" ah. haha! no worries, eat it up! before it cools!" Luhan smiled.

Then Luhan's phone vibrated.

Sehun looked at him then to the phone. ...

" HI luhan! its Eun-hye~ :D just wanted to ask you if you're free to go cycling. The weather is great today ^^~" it read.

Luhan bit his lips.

Sehun ate his porridge as he looked to Luhan.

" its her?" Sehun asked.

" oh ( turns to sehun) haha. yea. well its.. " before Luhan could continue. ..

" go ahead then.. ." Sehun answered, lowering his fringe as it covered his eyes as he ate his porridge.

" but.. " Luhan mumbled.

" dont worry. its okay. i can take care of myself." Sehun answered.

" Sehun ah. i .. ." Luhan said.

" i said i was FINE." Sehun shouted as he walked off to his room.

Luhan blinked. totally lost at the situation.

" Sehun ah!" Luhan shouted as he walked to Sehun's bed room.

( Behind the door)

( Song: Tara - Don't leave *chorus part*  )

Sehun crouched as he cried. 

" why.. why am i crying... ... WHY!" Sehun thought.

Sehun cried as he just cant help it.

" stop crying uh. Sehun! OH SEHUN!" Sehun thought to himself.

He couldnt control his tears.. ...

IT  just keeps flowing. ..

( outside the door)

" Sehun ah. Sehun.. .." Luhan called, knocking on it.

Luhan bit his lips, worried.

( inside the door)

" why am i crying!! why !? am i a FOOL?" Sehun thought.

( outside the door)

" sehun ah. open up, what happened? SEhun!" Luhan shouted.

Then Luhan phone rang.

Luhan looked at it.

EUN HYE ..

he answered it.

" hi eun hye." Luhan spoke.

" oh hi , you dont sound so good. are you fine?" she asked.

Sehun heard it. 

"its her." he thought.

he closed his eyes.

" oh yea thanks." Luhan replied.

" haha. its okay, i think you should get some rest today! we can always go cycling another day~" she chuckled.

" oh. alright. i'm so sorry. .." Luhan replied.

" its fine~ haha" she smiled.

" alright see you then." Luhan said.

" oh~" she replied.

As he hung up.

The door opened.

" Sehun ah" Luhan smiled.

As Luhan walked to Sehun, Sehun merely just walked past him.

Luhan blinked. .. He stopped.

" what just happened. .." Luhan thought. ..

" Sehun ah." Luhan spoke as he turned to look at Sehun who was now sitting infront of the tv.

" the door is there , you can leave now. Thanks for taking care of me always. im really grateful." Sehun spoke.

" sehun." luhan mumbled.

" HYUNG. ( faces Luhan) ( moment of silence) its time to put a stop to this. .. " Sehun spoke.

Luhan looked at him, his eyes widened. 

" Sehun" he uttered.

" its enough. i know.! i know you're kind and all, but please. stop this now. we cant go on like this. Me and YOU?! we aren't even related. Dont treat me this nice PLEASE!  I ( almost in tears) I... I ....." Sehun uttered , looking to Luhan,

" I dont want to hate you . i really dont want too. please.. leave.. before i really cant control it anymore.." Sehun spoke, in tears.

( Song : Kim Sunggyu- 60 Seconds* chorus* )

Luhan looked at Sehun.. 

Sehun could tell that Luhan was hurt. 

He was..

"  I AM SO MEAN... ... " Sehun thought.

Luhan looked at Sehun.

He went forward to hug Sehun.

For just 1 minute, 60 seconds he hugged him... 

Sehun cried as Luhan teared too.

" LEAVE .. LEAVE!!!" Sehun shouted pushing Luhan away.. ..

Luhan was taken aback. ..His big round eyes looked to Sehun .

" sehun.." Luhan uttered.

Sehun looked at Luhan, then he ran to his room and slammed the door.

Luhan tear rolled down his cheek.

( inside the room)

" i hate myself. i DO ... .. why .. why.. why.... why did i just say all those to hurt him...!! WHY!!!! " Sehun thought.

he slammed the wall with his fist.

Sehun did all this to make Luhan leave him.

Luhan was always by his side, Luhan was always there when he needed someone to talk to , to listen to him, to smile at, to cry at , and practically to do anything. 

LUHAN WAS THERE. ..

Sehun felt that Luhan could not lead his own life if he continued doing this with Sehun. ..

Sehun decided it was best if he did this .,

It was the best solution, he had too. For Luhan's own happiness. For his own sake.

Sehun knew if he didnt stop , Luhan could not lead his own life, and Sehun would fall for Luhan too. .

So to prevent all this, sehun did that.

" im so sorry.. ..." Sehun mumbled as he closed his eyes.

( by the streets )

with his ear piece in his eyes,

( Song : Infinite - Paradise )

Luhan walked and walked. 

His eyes, blank.

He knew something just broke among them two, 

why was sehun acting that way.

" what did i do wrong.. " Luhan thought .

Luhan walked and walked.

As he walked and walked, he did not notice the on coming vehicle arrivng.. ..... .... ..................

" BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE" the van honked.

Luhan turned. His eyes widened...

" LUHAN!" a guy shouted.

( a few seconds later)

Luhan opened his eyes.

" hey hey you okay? " the guy asked.

" jong hyun.." Luhan asked.

" hey . hey you fine?" Jonghyun asked.

Luhan looked at him,

" you were almost knocked down!!" Jonghyun spoke.

Luhan gave a small smile.

" luckily i saw you if not i dont know what will have happened. .." Jonghyun spoke as he helped Luhan stand.

" sorry.." Luhan uttered.

" what were you doing?! you aint usually like this" Jonghyun asked.

Luhan just smiled as he walked on.

" Luhan !" Jonghyun shouted catching up with him.

" heys i know , you're an angel. but still if you were to get knocked down. you will have to face danger too!!" Jonghyun spoke.

" be careful okay please! " Jonghyun replied.

Luhan almost collasped again,

" hey." Jonghyun spoke catching Luhan,

" sorry. im fine. really. i can manage , dont worry. you can go off first . thanks" Luhan smiled as he gently pushed away jonghyun.

Jonghyun looked at the guy's back.

" somethings definately wrong" he uttered, taking out his cell phone.

" hi. this is the angels lair. how may i help you" Suho lovely voice echoed.

" hi. im Jonghyun, luhan's friend." Jonghyun replied.

" oh! hi there, yea why did you call?" Suho asked.

" can i have Sehun's number? its important" Jonghyun spoke,

" oh. oh sure, sure. 010-xxx-xxx why whats up?" Suho asked.

" Luhan. he. he isnt himself today" Jonghyun spoke.

" why? what happened to him?" Suho spoke, really concerned.

" he .. ( gulps) almost got knocked down by a van.. " Jonghyun said.

" WHAT?!!" Suho shouted.

everyone in the shop looked at him.

Suho gave a small smile

Baekhyun sensing something was amiss went to the counter.

He noticed the worried look on Suho's face.

" okay. we will go drop by. thanks" Suho smiled as he hung up.

" hyung whats up?" Baekhyun asked.

" yea i heard you shouting like from two aisles away" Tao spoke walking to the counter.

" ( looks at them) Luhan almost got knocked down today.. ." Suho spoke.

Baekhyun eyes bulged.

" what? is he fine?" Tao asked.

" luckily , jonghyun was there to save him just in time." Suho replied.

" thats good." Tao replied.

" hyung usually isnt this blur. what happened to him , he would have seen the van." Baekhyun said.

" ( nodding) yea. something must have happened. " Suho replied.

" ah! yesterday Sehun wasn't feeling well, and after Luhan's date he went to find Sehun " Baekhyun spoke.

" Sehun?" Suho asked.

" yea. he collasped here yesterday so we asked him to go home and rest first. but why ? what could have happened .." Baekhyun asked.

" im not too sure myself. lets just close early and drop by their houses to check." Suho said, taking off his apron.

Both Tao and Baekhyun nodded.

( at Sehun's house)

" SEhun uh! its jonghyun. heys .pick up alright.. its serious.." Sehun offed his phone after hearing the voice mail.

He threw his phone on the floor as he plopped onto bed.

He put his arm on his eye.

He hated himself for being so mean to Luhan today.. ..

" That guy is gonna blame himself.. he would.. .." Sehun thought.

( at a Soju bar )

" five bottles of soju please..." Luhan spoke.

" okay coming up" the lady replied.

Luhan looked to the ceiling.

This was the first time he felt this this horrible. it was worse then being send down to earth. 

He wiped his tear as he drank the soju.

Luhan dropped the second bottle as his head slumped on the table.

( walking past the bar)

Eun hye was walking past it.

She stopped.

" luhan?" she thought as she walked in.

" it is him!" she smiled.

" Luhan " she called.

Luhan looked up, he was . 

DRUNK. 

He could not really see who that person was..

" seh... sehun??" he mumbled.

" luhan, its me.. Eun - hye." Eun hye spoke.

He shook his head as he smiled.

" oh hi.. want a... .. a.. drink.. " Luhan spoke as he carried the cup shakily.

" yah! you're drunk. lets goo.." Eun-hye spoke.

She carried all his stuff and helped him up.

( At sehun's house)

" WHAT!" Sehun spoke . Finally opening the door after the bell rang for like a total of 10 minutes non stop.

" OMG! YOU'RE FINALLY OPENING THE DOOR!!" Suho spoke.

Sehun looked at him.

" you know.. Luhan hyung was almost run down by a van today.. " Tao spoke.

Sehun eyes widened.

" what.. .." he uttered.

" yea. luckily there was Jonghyun hyung to save him just in time." Baekhyun added.

Sehun looked at him.

" what happened. " Tao asked.

"wait.. you know where is Luhan ?" Suho asked.

" no. i did not contact him since this morning.." Sehun spoke.

" weird. i know Luhan would always tell you first where he was going and all." Suho spoke.

Sehun looked down.

" he's not picking up either." Baekhyun answered.

" you know any places where Luhan might be at?" Suho asked Sehun.

Sehun shook his head. 

" he never told me anything much about himself... .." Sehun spoke.

" true. Luhan would always listen to us talking about our stories. He never really shared with us any of his stories. .." Tao added.

" Hello! LUHAN?!" Baekhyun shouted as there was an answer from Luhan cell.

" speaker , speaker." Suho spoke.

" oh ( press speaker) " Baekhyun replied.

" .. LUHAN?!" BAekhyun shouted.

" hello... .. .. " A girl's voice replied.

Suho looked at baekhyun.. .

Baekhyun looked at Tao.

Sehun looked at the cell phone..

" this wasn't Luhan's voice... it was.. her voice.. " Sehun thought..... ...

OKAYYYY!! hahaha!!  i made a fight break out between them D: As Sehun felt that Luhan was doing everything and all just for Sehun. This made Sehun feel that Luhan could not lead his own life.  A life where he can have love, Eun hye and all.
Sehun felt that he was burdening Luhan with his own life. .. Hence he told Luhan to leave him.

As Sehun knows that if he wasnt this harsh, Luhan would not leave and yes, if he didnt stop this now... ..

Sehun would fall more and more in love with Luhan.. Sehun know's he cant do this but he really cant help it .. 

Sehun felt really bad and all but he knew he had to do it.. 

** Next chapter**

What would happen??? 

: Luhan will go look for Sehun but what will Sehun do.. 

Sehun would still be the cold and all sehun like how he first treated Luhan. HURT, Luhan went to naturally find Eun- hye..

what would happen then?? 

* anticipate it!! :DDDD
 

hope you liked this chapter!! :DDDD

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* above is a picture of how Luhan will looked,  sad and all by Sehun's words ~. D: