I am the one who loved you at the first time.
I am the one who wanted you to be by my side.
I am the one who desperately kept this feeling for you.
I am the one who said those foolish thing to you about my feeling.
And then, I am the one who crushed our connection,
cutted the red string on our little finger of commitment.

         Beggining is only move towards an end.. But you can choose, which end did you wanted.. You can choose. I also can choose. We both can choose it. But, somehow, I'm afraid to made a decission to choose. My heart had chosen a thing, but I've been thingking too much. In the last minnute, I didn't choose what my heart had whispered, and I ended up miserable like this.