The clicking sound of CrystalAngel's dorm door make everyone inside the dorm stand and gathered in the middle, closing the only way to get through the dorm. Saeri opened his shoes and putted it on the floor. She put on her dorm sandals and she walked in with a weak step.

"Saeri!! Where have you been??" Yongmin shouted. "Your face face is so pale.. Are you getting freeze?" Yongmin touched Saeri's cheek and she pulled her hand back immediately when she felt the coldness was creeping her. "aigo.. What are you doing out there? We are having many talkshow in this week, and we still a new group.. Are you planning to make a mess in your job when you still a newbie?" Yongmin poured out her anger and also her worried feeling as fast as she saw her best friend.

Yunhwa, the CrystalAngel leader, take a step and put her hand on Saeri's shoulder. "You should take care of your body, Saeri. I know, you may have a problem, however, we are an artist now.. We musn't make our fans feel worried or , moreover, disappointed. Don't be such a child.."

 Saeri nodded. "I'm fine. I know, leader. And Yongmin, you have always nag like this before. But I'm really strong, you know?." Even when I tried to get a great illness, nothing will happen to me. And I hate that fact.. Saeri continued her word in her mind. She set a forced smile on her face and walked through the member. She walking with a weak feet and she look like ready to fall at any time.

As Saeri reached her and Yongmin's room, she throw her body on the bed. She pulled a grey blanket and covered all of her body. Right now, she could feel the cold sensation crawling on her body. And, her tears started to dropping..

Why did there's someone in that place.? Why I couldn't do 'it' whenever I tried. Why there is always an intruder? Her emotion flows with anger and also sadness. I want to meet them.. I really want to meet them again. I missed them so much.. I know they left me without any explanation not because they intented to left me that way. They can't helped it, I know that. But, it was too much for me.. I only wanted to see them at least once again in my life. Why is this little wish can't be granted?

Saeri's tears flowing hard, and she couldn't Hold back her cries sound. She cried out his sadness with a loud voice in her pillow. Saeri didn't want the member hear her pathetic cries.

But, Yongmin, Yunhwa and Hyori still can heard it.

"She cried!!" Hyori closed with her hand to stopped her from screaming.
Yunhwa nodded. "ne.. It must be 'that' day... And it means, she try 'it' again, isn't she?" yunhwa speak with a dark voice, but the flat tone she produced still expose her surprised feeling. She still can't belive that Saeri still do something foolish repeatedly when 'that' day come.

Yongmin lift up her shoulder. "Well, that's the most reasonable thing. You can see her body, shivering like crazy.. What else do you expect? She really drive me crazy, going out in this kind of weather.." yongmin threw her body on the sofa as she sigh a long breath.

"But fortunately, it never goes as she wanted. And, as time walking to another day, she will be back to normal, like there's nothing. She will got better by herself and smiled when she have calmed herself. So it's better to leave her alone. Hyori-aa, relaxed yourself. I'll make some food for you. Sit down and wait." Yunhwa went to the kitchen while the other were sitting on the sofa.

Everyone tried to relaxed themself, and they seems like they can manage themself that well. But, they know, they were making an obvious lie. They can tell it easily, that even the oldest and the most wise, Yunhwa, still felt desperate at this kind of situation.

How can they feel relaxed when they know that one of the C4 member, their precious friend, were trying to commit a suicide because of her past memories..?.

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A few days later, CrystalAngel went to the studio where they will have a talkshow with a boyband group called Shinee. All of them were very anxious to meet Shinee which was one of the top band in SM Entertaiment. Today they'll do a talkshow together and there'll be some games like yes or no games. It was their first talkshiw with a boyband group.

CrystalAngel car finally arrived at the studio. There's only some car parked there, and one of a car was arrived at the same time as CrystalAngel car.

"is it Shinee??" Hyori whispered as she looked through the car window.

Yunhwa slapped Hyori hand. "Yah! We have meet them when we wre still a trainer, before we build this group. Don't act like it was your first time!"

"But this is different.. We are in the road to get the same level like them, they'll start to recognize us now! How if I and one of them falling for each other? Oh, I can't imagined it. It is unfortunate that love within one company was prohibited. But,, Ah, it's Choi Minho!!" Hyori pulled Yunhwa arm all of sudden.

Yunhwa, who was been pulled, finally turned her head to the window and she also looked at the car which just arrived. She smiled as she saw Minho get out of the car. "Indeed, they are handsome.." she comment, at last.

"Look at yourself unnie.." She laugh while Yunhwa tried to deny Hyori's word.

"Don't you think Key is the most wonderful person? Well, he is very unique, isn't he?" Yongmin suddenly started to join in their conversation As she watched the other Shinee member get out from the car.

Even though Hyori, Yunhwa and Yongmin were laughing and talking together about Shinee member, Saeri didn't count herself in the conversation. She sat on the back and looked at the other side. She didn't bothered by some handsome guys like Shinee. She just loved one person, and she thought, she will only love him, her first love, forever. Even if there's any guy who loves her within all of his heart..

Saeri closed her eyes and keep listening to the music in her phone.

When all of Shinee member had got out from the car, CrstalAngel also get down from their car. They got out in a beautiful way, exactly like an elegant artist. Each step they take make a small nice sound of their high heel boots.. From Yunhwa, then Hyori, Yongmin, and the last was Saeri. Saeri forced a lil smile on her face.

Yunhwa bow her head and the other member followed her. Then they opened their mouth and talked in a united voice. "annyeong haseyo, we are C4..!" they smiled as they raised their head. "I am Sung Yunhwa, the leader.. I hope we can worked well together." Yunhwa take the lead by introducing herself.

"Annyong, my name Kang Hyori, 20 year old..It's my honor to meet Shinee.." she make an aegyo, well she called the queen of aegyo in CrystalAngel, so it will be weird if she doesn't do it in time like this.

Next, Park Yongmin make a natural smile.. "I am Yongmin, 19 years old. Nice to meet you." she is the most normal girl in CrystalAngel, and she sometimes doesn't talk too much.

And then, at last, everyone eyes were on Saeri. They were waiting for the last member to introduced herself but Saeri doesn't seems like she was here. Her mind completely occupied by other thing, and only her body left there. "Saeri..!" Yongmin tapped Saeri's arm, trying to get her back to the reality. "introduced yourself, now.." she wisphered.

"eh?" Saeri turned her head in confused to Yongmin. "what did you say?" she asked innocently.
Yongmin moved her eyes to the Shinee member so that Saeri realized what she has to do. Saeri seem surprised when she found out that there's Shinee there. She forgot the fact that she was here for worked. "ah mianne, my name Lim Saeri, 18 years old, the maknae." Saeri didn't bother herself by giving a fake smile. This isn't a filming, it won't get on public like TV or other else. So, she doesnt have any obligation to make a fake smile.

They suddenly trapped in a awkward feeling, espescially the Shinee member. They got into a silent and they only can looked at each other in a confused face.. Either they didn't know how to responed or they were curious about that weird girl attitude.

"well why don't we get in.? It almost the time, isn't it? Let's go.." Yunhwa talked to her member and at last, the went into the studio.

"What a weird girl. She should smile at least to make a good impression from others." Taemin started to complaint when the CrystalAngel member were gone from their sight. He didn't like someone who can't even do a very easy thing as smile. Although she may have a problem or else, she should act like a professional artist.

"Well, not everyone can do something like that easily, even for an artist. They're also human. What if she have a problem that related to her live and death. I bet, even a great actor or someone who can easily make a lies like you will find it hard to make a smile." Minho talked like he know everything.

Taemin nodded. "Yeah, I see, you got the point. But what did you mean by 'someone who can easily tell a lie like me'?? Are you picking a fight??"

"I never said I want to fight with you. Moreover, I don't want to be called as a coward if I'm picking a fight with my dongsaeng (*junior)." Minho smiled as he started to walked into thee studio. " lets go in.. Don't you feel cold outthere?" he changed their topic.

Key and Jonghyun followed Minho and Taemin who have walked half way to the studio. But Jonghyun suddenly stopped when he found out that someone missing. He turned her head back to their car and he found Onew still standing beside the car. Onew face seem serious and he was, definitely, thingking about something. "Hyung? What are you doing?" Jonghyun run a little to where Onew standing

Onew stay still until Jonghyun was also standing beside him. "I think, I have seen that girl before.."
"which girl?"
"the weird one.."
"ah, the youngest one. You're really a rude leader. She may be a lil bit different, but it's rude to say she is weird."
"Yeah, sorry, my mistake. But I really feels like she was familier."
"Where did you see her? In TV?" Jonghyun smile as he make a little joke.
"Ani! No, of course. I think I see her on the street or sonething like park.."
"And what so strange about that.? You also often went out to the street, don't you?"
"I haven't done with my word. Well, I mean, you know about the strange woman that I've told you, right? The one I told you when I started to got sick because of those lil snow storm."
Jonghyun tried to recall his memories. " aah.. That one.. Wait a minute, don't say that. . ."
Onew nodded. "It still maybe. But they're really simmilar. Her hair, her eyes, her pale skin, and espescially, her expression."
Jonghyun shiver. "She was simmilar with the woman who looks like commiting suicide??" he exagerating his expression.  "Don't tell me. . . You've falling in love with her, hyung!?"
"Eeeeh???"
Jonghyun chuckled. "just kidding, you speak about 'her hair, her eyes, her skin,..' and whatever like you're paying attention at her till those details. It just like a people who were in love, doesn't it? Hehe."
Onew sigh. "okay, whatever."

Meanwhile, Minho was looking at them and he could hear some of Onew and Jonghyun conversation. He didn't called him and he listened to the conversation until it done. Saeri look's like the Woman that Onew said wa trying to commit a suicide.. Is it true? He somehow more curios about it, but Onew only knew a little. He didn't got much information from it.

When Minho hear that they were done with their conversation. Minho called them to went into the studio.

Minho tried to rid those curiosity, and Onew also. But, when they tried to slipped those thing from their mind, it just make them more curious. Onew even thought about digging up those mind exactly from that person, Saeri.

       




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