donghae's pov

" hyung, I saw them again." my brother said on the phone. he always see my wife and nickhun together.

"  as usual" i  said and sigh

" hyung, why don't you just let her go? " he ask me. 'let her go' that word hit me. i can't even imagine to leave her.

yoona is my life, she's everything to me

"do you think i can do that?"  i said to him. i manage to control my tears

" hyung, you've been hurting because of her" he said

" i don't care. all i know is i love her" i said and close my eyes to prevent my tears to flow.

" but it's okay to you that she don't love you back?" he ask me.

" she love me" i said and he smirk

" she love you but she love that guy more" he said. there i realized that he's right. maybe yoona is still inlove with me but she love that guy more than me.

" what do you want me to do?" i ask him as i don't know what to do

" let her go hyung" he said

"letting go someone you love is hard" i said

" but if that's make her happy. it will be okay in the future" he said. 'future'

i thought i am her future, i am her husband

" kyuhyun, i have something to do bye" i said and hung up..

i go to our room " this room have full memoies to me" i whisper

i sit on the edge of the bed and touch it .

will i let her go?

i grab my luggage and fix my things.

i will let her go, even if it hurt me.

Yoona's pov

i knock on the door but nothing happen. i decided to use my duplicate key.

i open the door "donghae?" i scan the living room but he's not here.

i sit on the couch for a while and rest my neck on the couch.

suddenly someone open the door on the master bedroom and donghae walk downstairs.

he walk to me with his luggage. i just stared at him, nothing came out to my mouth

" where are you going?" i ask him. my heart beat faster, my heart feel like to explode and my tears are threatening to fall

" im going to let you go" he said those words that i've been waiting for. i know that this going to happen

" why?" i ask him

"you don't love me anymore"  he said. i feel like my heart stabbe a million times.

" what? i love you" i said and walk closer to him

i hold his hand and place it to my chest "can you feel it? my heart beat faster because i know that you will leave me" i said and tears start to escape to my eyes

" don't leave me" i said and hug him.

" stop lying to me yoona, i know that you don't love me anymore" he said

"no! i love you. nothing can change that!" i said

"your wrong, nickhun can change that" he said

" i dump him. i chose you oppa"  i said

" it's too late yoona, my heart is broken now" he said and tears start to  escape to his eyes.

i hate it when he cry, and it hurt me more when i know that im the reason behind those tears. 

 i hurt him, im so selfish, i didn't care to his feeling.

" don't leave me" i said 

he hold my shoulder to face him  " I want to make you happy so i will let you go" he said and manage to smile at me

" even though it hurt me, i will let you go" he added

" be with him now because your free" he said and let out the folder

" what is this?" i ask him

"it's our divorce paper" he said

" bye yoona, i just want you to know that i will love you forever and ever. until the world end" he said and grab his luggage

he open the door and walk outside.. i run outside and back hug him

" i love you too."i said.

he turn around to face me " stop saying those 3 words because it's not for me" he said bitterly

" don't you trust me?" i ask him

" i trusted you " he said

" hyung, let's go" his brother interrupt us

" goodbye yoona, my ex-wife, my first love" he said and kiss me for the last time

the guy who always protect me, the guy who always there for me are gone now. and it's all my fault why our story turn out like this.

he's been holding his broken heart everytime he faced me. he can smile to me and say everything is okay.

the guy who make my heart beat fast is gone.