“did you meet up with him?” the words slipped out  of mym mouth.i knew that she did, but she won’t tell me the truth.i stared at her lips,not her eyes. Im scared of her gaze,that loving gaze was gone.it’s now empty like her heart.yet,im positive that she would come back to me.

“he’s just my friend Donghae”she applied her lipstick on her plump lips. “we’re just friends”she stared at me in the mirror.she doesn’t notice that I don’t want her to go.i want to hold her and tell her that I love her , that he doesn’t.yet,why can’t I tell her my feelings? Am I scared of her leaving me?

“im going out, don’t wait for me”she shrugged

I stare at her helplessly as she took her red clutch and headed towards the door.

I stare at her giving her a hopeless look.

I stare at her slipping her petite feet into tall heels.

I stare at her shorty fiery red mini dress.

I stare at her as she opens the door and doesn’t look back

I grabbed the remote from the kitchen table nd groggily make my way to the couch infront of the television.she changed, she changed,she changed. I don’t want to believe it; I don’t want her to leave.

So I accept the fact that she’s cheating on me.but,why do I never leave? Should I leave her?

Why do I stay?. Thoughts roam around my head,round and round and round.but, the answer is always the same.I love her