Seunghyun feels sick.

His vision is blur. He drops the album. In a second, his body hit the floor.

Next, he wake up in his room. “argh.. my head..”. he is trying to sit but someone prevent it. “hey, easy boy. Just lay down”.

He looking to that person. He cant really see but he knows from the voice that he is.. “youngbae? You here?”. His voice just so cracked.

“yes its me. I found you pass out at the attic.”

Seunghyun covers his face with both hand,”where is Jiyong?”

“he is downstairs. Accompany your mom. She freaked out for 30 minutes.. I guess..”

“how long I’ve been unconscious?”, Seunghyun feels his head gonna explode. It hurts.

“hmm.. idk but its been 2 hours since I found you up there. What happened, Seunghyun?”, YB ask carefully. Sunghyun sigh. “i remember everything..”

“what?”, YB not so sure what Seunghyun talking about.

“I remember the whole moment at the night before I got hit by truck”

“shh.. don’t push yourself that hard”

“I am okay, YB. I just..”, suddenly he stand up and walk to the bathroom. He wants to wash his face but his head hurt that much. He collapse.

“oh man! you okay?”, YB manage to hold Seunghyun before he hit the floor.

“I feel like ”. YB help Seunghyun back to his bed.

“okay. I gotta tell your mom. You need to see the doctor immediately”, YB immediately run to first floor. And not a long time, Seunghyun’s mother come in.

His mother’s expression.. Seunghyun remember that expression after he woke up from his comma. And it makes Seunghyun feels pathetic, he feels sorry to himself because he makes his mother worried. Twice. He can’t decide which one is hurt the most, either his head or his heart.

Seunghyun cant think about anything. He gets heavy headache. The world turn upside down for him. Seunghyun doesn’t know what will happen, he just heard people shouting his name all over again. He surrender himself to God. Just like that moment before the accident.

Praying, praying, and praying until..

(Seunghyun’s POV)

“Seunghyun.. can you hear me?”

That voice.. “where are you? Its too dark. I can’t see anything”

That voice remain silent.

“why I am not in my home nor hospital? What kind of place it is? Answer me. oh my god.. where are you?”

“I am here. Beside you..”,

Seunghyun cant believe what he just heard. He is beside him and he cant see?

“am I blind?!”, Seunghyun release his anger. I clearly remembered that i pass out because of heavy headache but.. this? What kind of situation going on here? Its all pitch dark! Where am I ??

“you know something.. right?”

“what thing?”

“about me. About us in real life”

DEG. This time I get freeze. I feel unease about this. “why you asked that in sudden?”.

No answer. Seunghyun sigh. “Daesungie.. answer me..”

“I see.. finally you can remember my name..”. his voice tone seems lil bit unusual. He happy? He sad? But I still keep my mouth. Not saying anything.

“you don’t know how much i missed the way you call my name, Seunghyun..”

My heart skip a beat. My tongue freeze. My body won’t move. Tears stream down my face. this feeling..

This is seems so real. His voice so clear. So close to me. Close enough to hear he is breathing beside me. “Daesungie.. i.. please, let me see you now..”

Speechless. There is nothing i wanna do except hug him tightly. Once is enough. More than enough for me.

No answer yet.. Seunghyun calls again. “Daesungie.. don’t be like this to me..”. Tears wont go away. This feeling torturing me. This happy feeling, sad, disappoint, anger.. this is too much to handle.

Suddenly It feels warm. I can feel the heartbeat. Feel the breath. Feel someone i knows for my eternal life hugging me from behind. “ I love you, Seunghyun..”, whispering to my ear.

Seunghyun rubbing the man hands that linger on his waist. Welcoming the hug. “don’t go.. don’t leave me. Please stay..”

Daesung lean his head on Seunghyun’s back. “since we first met, I always with you. My mind, my heart.. I even cant make myself to love another. How can I leave you?”.

Seunghyun stand in silence. Cant stop the tears. Only wanting this moment to never ends.

I miss you…

(end of Seunghyun’s POV)

OMFG.. this todae feeling explodeee!!

did you know what happened at Alive Tour Osaka today?? omg.. TOP said Daesung's eyes are y. then, Daesung gave TOP a piggyback ride after helping TOP with some Japanese words.

and TOP said he needs girlfriend. my respond like "why you need gf while you already have daesungie?" kkkk~ or maybe its signal from TOP to Daesung to become his lover.... huahahaha sorry. i think i am going crazy with Todae feeling.. (-______-")

omg omg omg. from beggining until now i think TODAE IS REAL......