A/N: Hey guys I know it's been a while since I updated this so here is an update:)

I was originally planning to do angst but I don't know if I'm any good at it so this might turn out to be fantasy. I don't know. Eotokkhae?! Eotokkhae?!

Please help me by saying/commenting what road you want me to take for this fic. Thanks:)

Wooyoung's POV

Ever since that day... Ever since that promise was made... I've never been more happy in my life... Never have I smiled so much and feel my heart flutter... I have never fallen so deeply in love till I met him...... 

I can still remember falling in love with him... Little by little everyday...

Flashback

Wooyoung: 10 yrs old

I don't know what this feeling is that's stirring inside me. I've never felt anything so moving.... So powerful. This has been inside me for a while now, it just lingers there in my heart, confusing me. Somehow this feeling intensifies whenever I'm with him, whenever he smiles at me, whenever he speaks, whenever he's near me. This pleasant feeling is always heightened when I'm with Nichkhun. And.... It's just making me go crazy!

Wooyoung: 13 yrs old

I really don't know what to do... Why am I feeling this? Why won't it stop?! I feel my heart beat faster, my face goes red and hot, and I get this tingling sensation in my stomach and my thoughts go off to where they shouldn't. Where it's wrong to think of such things. It's wrong to think of kissing Nichkhun.

Wooyoung: 16 yrs old

Aggghhh! He's driving me crazy! Why does he have to do that?! Why does he have to smile so brightly?! Why does he have to wink at me so cutely?! Why does he have to be so gorgeous?! Why does he have to make me fall in love with him?!

Wooyoung: 18 yrs old

I find myself now incomplete.. Whenever he isn't by my side I feel as if a part of me is missing. It's as if he's my other half and I can't live without him. And yet still.... I haven't confessed... And it's tearing me apart... I always try but in the moment those three words get stuck on the tip of my tongue.... I get scared... Scared that he won't love me back... Scared that he'll be disgusted of me... And worst of all scared that he'll abandon me once he hears me confess...

Wooyoung: 21 yrs old

I can't believe it!!! All this time I've been fooling myself!! Making myself believe in him!! I should've known from the start I was delusional... No one would ever say Hi to me yet alone become friends.. I'm broken... And no one pays attention to broken people.. Was I so desparate and sad that I made an imaginary friend?! And worse I fell in love with him!!!

I feel this excruciating pain inside me every time I think of Nichkhun. It feels as if he's close yet so far away. Knowing that you love someone and you know they will never love you back is what I feel now... I can't bare the pain.. I just can't...

I love you Nichkhun

With that, I took the razor in my hands and slit my wrists. I just couldn't hold the pain longer I needed to end it I just hope I can be with Nichkhun.. For real, in the after life... But, all I saw was a faint light....

End Of Flashback

A/N: I know the chapter is short but it has to be so it open to two genres depending on what you guys want fantasy or angst, or a mixture of both ?? Please comment to vote:)