My true Feelings

I'm Sorry Please Give Me Some Time

"________ do you still consider about my request last time I ask you?" ask ByungHyun

SILENT!!!!

"It's okay if you still uncomfortable about it, i understand if you don't want to talk about it but i just want you to know that 

i always love you before until now and my heart always for you,just you" said ByungHyun..

"i know it's hard to forget about your past but you must remember that there is still someone out there that still love you

and want you to be their and one of them is me" said ByungHyun and you still silent...

"Whatever it is i'm always waiting for you and only you remember that" Byunghyun said then he kiss my forehead and walk

away...You still shocked for what Byunghyun did to you and you touched your forehead where ByungHyun kiss it..

Your heart is like ' dup dap dup dap' but with the fast one....

This is the first time you feel like someone love you so much and you can saw how sincere ByungHyun are..

After he left you were crying so hard until you fell asleep...

 

 

TOMORROW MORNING 

 

You woke up and you felt your eyes were swollen because you were crying last night..

After you done bathing you heard a loud of bell ringing and you know that someone come to your house..

You go downstairs and look who is coming to your house in the morning...

And it is your friends were visiting you..

Your friend ask you like a bomb with non stop question..

"guys, guys stop it, ask me one by one okay" you said and you welcome them into you house...

"sit and i will bring you guys some water" you said but before you left them, your friend pull your hand so you can sit 

with them..

"don't run away i know that you want to avoid our question, sit and tell us now" your friend said and ask you about 

yesterday...

"fine but what did you guys want to know since your the one that left me and ByungHyun alone" said you coldly..

"i know this is a bad idea but unnie it's for your own good and you know what unnie he has been waiting for you almost 2

years already but you ignore him like he is no one.. Poor him unnie he do so many things just because of you" your

friend said..

So you told them everything that he told you yesterday...

"Are you stupid or what, why can't you just accept him and give him a chance so he can prove it to you that you can trust

him and he is not like that bastard Myungsoo" said chaekyung your friend

One by one your friend scold you because you don't want to accept ByungHyun..

"STOP IT YOU GUYS.. I KNOW ALL ABOUT IT.. I'VE BEEN REALISE IT BEFORE, THAT HE LIKES ME BUT I DON'T HAVE

ANY CONFIDENT TO ACCEPT HIM.. WHY YOU GUYS CAN'T UNDERSTAND THAT I'M AFRAID TO TAKE A RISK AND

GIVE HIM A CHANCE.. WHAT IF HE DO SOMETHING LIKE WHAT MYUNGSOO HAD DID TO ME. I'M NOT STRONG

ENOUGH TO FACE IT, I KNOW THAT I'M A LITTLE BIT SELFISH BUT I'M DOING IT JUST WANT TO PROTECT MY HEART

FROM BEING HURT. SERIOUSLY I'M NOT STRONG TO FACE THE REALITY THAT I'VE BEEN CHEAT FOR THE

SECOND TIME. I'M WEAK, I'M SO WEAK FOR NOW"

you shout at your friend and your friend seems like stuned and they don't know what to say..

"yes i do love him and what he said yesterday really make my heart melt from his sincere word but i don't know why i

still can't accept him even i know that he loves me so damn much. Maybe because i'm too ego to admit it that i love him

too."you said and you start cyring so hard..

My friend just stay silent maybe bacause i never tell them what i feel before..

After one hour you crying non stop, your friend cook something for you so you can feel better then they make sure you eat

first  then they left.

AT COLLEGE

You saw your friend and ByungHyun talking to each other but then Byunghyun wave his hand at you so did your friend..

You just smiling and walk to them..

"hey guys what did you guys talking about, that you guys seems so happy" you ask them but they just smiling..

"Urmm _______-ah i want to talk to you something can we go somewhere?" ask ByungHyun and you nodded..

 

AT THE BACKYARD

"You said that you want to tell me something so what is it?" you ask him and he turn his body towards you

"I know what happen in your past and i know too that it's hard for you to forget everything that happening to your past but i

just want to convince you that i can do better than your ex and i can treat you better more than your ex do? Byunghyun

said. You gulp and shock at the same time about how he know about your past.

"How did you know about that?" you ask him

"No matter how i know about your past the most important is your present and i love you so much and i just want to ask

you one chance and you can trust me. I swear that i will never wasted your trustworthy towards me. please just this once

and i will never destroy your trust.? Byunghyun said

you just being silent and listen to what he want to say..

"okay but give me some times to get to know you better and i will open my heart if you can

really convince me that you can do better than my ex.." you said and Byunghyun stuned and don't know what to say..

"you don't want to say anything okay than so i can leave now" you said and you want to walk away but before you can walk

Byunghyun grab your wrist and hug you. "Thank you so much ______-ah i promise you that i'll never destroy your trust

towards me" Byunghyun said and he hug you tightly that he never want to let you go

"Byunghyun don't promise me when you don't even prove it because you will broke your own promise someday" you 

said and you hug him back then he kiss your forehead..

 

                                                                                              THE END

 

 

Guys this is my first time to write fanfic so please be easy to me..

This story actually based on a true story of mine but i edit it a little bit so this story

can be more interesting hahaha.. Actually i'm crying while i write this story..

In this story she accept him but on mine i'm still cannot accept him...

hehe sorry if i do some grammar mistake.

Please subcribe and comment or give some suggestion of yours..

KAMSAHABNIDA( BOW 30 DEGREES)

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Park_HyeSun #1
Chapter 2: It's rather inconsistent, but it's okay. With time, you'll improve naturally (:
jonghyunluver
#2
Chapter 2: U should accept the guy tat likes you..
mickeywithoutears
#3
Chapter 2: good job for your first fanfic but it's rather confusing when you keep switching from using i and you... anyway, good luck for your future stories! :D