YOUR POV 

I hate you 

Why did you do this to me?

I love you but in the end you cheat on me

Why did you do that?

Maybe it's my fault too that we end like this

I left you first but i want to focus on my study

I hope you understand and you can do the same as i do

I left you but it doesn't mean that i don't love you anymore

I left you so you can chase me and do something that i can go back to you

And be with you...

But you don't do that because of what?

Because you already have someone to replace me

It's hurt me so much to see you with someone else

and the most important that hurt me so much is?

Before we broke up i heard that you were dating someone else behind me secretly

and that person is my friend, my close friend..

How could you guys do that to me?

I trust you but you cheat on me..

You always said that you love me?

But where is that love that you always say to me?

From that day you make a promise to yourself that you won't love anybody else than yourself..

Even if you have to hurt them that confess to you

You can do that so you can protect yourself from being hurt by anyone..

You've been trauma from that day and the most thing is about your surrounding,your family and your sister instead..

Your uncle cheat on your aunt and he wants to marry someone else and the the is your aunt were pregnant that

time...

Your sister, you don't know how many times she got cheat by her ex and it hurt herself so much...

That's why you don't want to believe in boy and you don't want to have any reationship with any of them...

But after that time there is someone that can open your heart but still you can't accept him 

His name is Lee ByungHyun, he likes you and he even confess to you but you reject him

Because you still afraid from being hurt..

You know that you are so selfish but you do that just because you want to protect yourself from being hurt...

You know that you can't face it from being hurt...

Thats why you can't accept him..

He is such a good boy and nice towards you..

He has been likes you for almost two years and till now

He still waiting for you..

But you can't give him any answer..

He do something that you can't even imagine and he always want to 

do something that can impress you and makes you fall for him..

Indeed you have been fall for him 

But you always deny you own feelings

And you even make yourself hurt for being like that..

He do so many things that he can so he can impress you..

But unfortunately you can't fall for him..

You too scared to make any decision and go with him

You have been questioning yourself

' What if he hurt me just like what my ex do?

What if he left me just because he found someone better than me?

What if he just want to play with me?

What if he just betting with his friend?

What if he wants to pranks me? '

You tell yourself that ' indeed he likes you for almost two years

And what if in this two years he has someone else and he still wants me..

Don't you thing that is cheating too?'

Your friends always told you to accept him.. They even try to convince you to accept him...

But you still refuse to accept him

They even make you go out with ByungHyun..

That night ByungHyun take you out since your friends left us..

Byunghyun take you to dinner and he even take you to watch movies..

After that he walks you home......

TO BE CONTINUED