Life is meaningless and boring. At least for me. I mean sitting in an dark old room all day isn't really exciting... Or is ist?

Well, if you consider hunting for some unknown creatures exciting then yes. There isn't anything else in my live anyways, so I might just go with it. Not that I woul have a choice...

That's me... More like: That's who I used to be.

On this picture I was 16. Now I'm 19.

Back then I was a bubbly and fun girl. Now I feel like, if I would be dead, there wouldn't be any difference.

I used to have long, brown, healthy hair. Now most of it is chopped off in a guyish haircut and because of some reason it's red without having me to do anything. It's not strange at all. I hardly find anything strange in my life these days.

But recently there is something I can focus on. Let's see how long it will last...