Yongguks P.O.V
"Yongguk we need to talk." I mentally cursed myself, I really wasn't ready to speak about this and I didn't expect he would want to either. I sat up on the bed and took a deep breath. "There is nothing left to talk about... I already said everything I needed to say to you." I said trying to sound as mean and cold hearted as possible, I noticed he got a bit scared I could see it in his eyes even though I felt bad I knew things had to be this way. "I... I just wanted to say that we should just forget about that night.. Don't you think?" I heard Himchan whisper looking down, I couldn't believe I scared him that bad that he couldn't even look me in the eyes but I knew even if I wanted to fix things it's too late now things would always be this way. I wanted to tell him no, I'll never forget that night because even though we got interrupted and I got punched I loved everything about that night, I got my hands on one of the hottest guys in the club that night and I will never forget it no matter how hard I try, but I could never tell that to Himchan because for him it meant nothing I was just some guy that he used as a distraction and to him all I wanted was to get in his pants but that night I actually thought we could have been way more until his boyfriend came in the door and just ruined all my hopes.. Funny because he was a complete stranger but it was like love at first sight never in my life did I expect that to happen to me "Yeah you are right.." Was all I said, I just wanted to end this conversation already and I could tell he got the point since he stayed quiet. I laid back down and I felt strange I was a lot closer to Himchan I wasn't sure if I got closer to him or if he did but I decided to roll over to my side and face the wall instead things just felt to awkward I was way too close to him... Honestly deep inside I just wanted to turn around and just cuddle with him all night but I couldn't no matter how bad I wanted it and I couldn't help but feel like it was all my fault, if I would have just been nice with him from the start things might have been different. I was starting to think that Himchan was driving me crazy because I cant get my feelings straight when I'm with him, it's like I want to be the nicest person to him and always be there with him whenever he needs me but then I also refuse to accept my feelings for him but then I just want to be a complete to him so he stays away.. But is that what I really want.... Obviously No. I felt Himchan moving and I looked over at him I was surprised to see him sitting up looking down at me, I sat up as well and looked at him. "What?" I asked not really sure whats going on right now. "You are so ing confusing!" Himchan screamed at me I was completely taken back with the way he was acting what hell got into him I thought. "Lower your voice its like 11 at night everyone is sleeping and what the hell are you talking about I haven't don't anything to you." To be honest he was the one being confusing right now, he was just terrified of me a few moments ago and now he was screaming at me? "If you hate me just let me know. Since the day I saw you in the managers office you have been so bipolar with me, first you were being completely rude with me then today you show up like a new person saying that we got off on the wrong foot and you want to start over and now you don't even want to finish our conversation, so tell me what the is the problem?" I couldnt respond to him because i didn't even know the answer to those questions, I felt like a huge idiot right now I wasn't even sure what to tell him right now but I knew I had to say something. "You wouldn't understand." I said looking away, I couldn't face him right now. I wanted to tell him exactly how I felt about everything but I wasnt ready and I knew there was no point in telling him, nothing would change. "You don't know anything about me so how would you know if I would understand or not? In case you haven't noticed we are in the same band and we are bound to see each other and get along for the band, and coincidentally we have to share the same room.. I don't want to have a room mate that hates me." I really didn't want to tell him truth just yet but I knew that he was right for the sake of the band we must get along and me keeping secretes isn't really helping anything. "This might make things worse but you want to know the truth so here it is, ever since that day in the club I thought of you everyday and I couldn't explain why, to me it kind of felt like love at first sight but maybe I was wrong I don't know and that's why when I saw you in the office I decided to be an with you so you would stay from me I really didn't want to get those feelings that I once had for you again but I couldn't the next day when I saw you alone in the office I don't know what came over me but I was different and I  guess yeah I've been bipolar with you but I swear I didn't mean to.. I just didn't want to get to close to you but that seems impossible since we share a room.."

Himchans P.O.V

It took me time to analyze everything that Yongguk just told me.. I wasn't sure how to take it either I took a quick glance at him and looked back down. There was a few minutes of silence and I still wasn't sure what to say, I have never had anyone ever tell me they loved me and or say it was love at first sight... I was about to speak when I felt Yongguk get up from the bed and was about to leave the room, I got up and reached out to grab his wrist but he turned around before I did. "Look I don't want your pity I know you don't feel that way about me and I never expected you to, I'm a stranger to you I understand." I looked up at Yongguk who had tears in his eyes and I sighed I could tell he really cared about me but the situation was still confusing to me and I think it's because I don't believe in love at first sight. "You need to stop assuming things, that's not what I'm going to say.. Look I can't return those feelings because I really don't remember much about that night I was extremely drunk, also I just got into a new band I don't think I am ready to get into a relationship just yet it's too early... But if you continue being bipolar Yongguk you can forget about ever having anything with me unless of course if you don't want anything with me it's fine with me." I said not really sure why I said all of that because I sounded pretty easy to get but I feel like I have a connection with him since that day I saw him and just froze and I still can't explain why I did. I saw a small smile form on Yongguk's face and deep inside I got butterflies for some reason I just smiled back and hugged him almost as if it was a natural thing for me to do. "Himchan what I have for you is physical so if there is something between us in the future I really want to get to know you first." A low chuckle escaped my lips and I couldn't help but laugh a bit. "Of course we have to get to know each other first dummy! I would never go out with a guy just for his looks." I heard Yongguk laughing and I finally felt like everything was ok now, I got along with everyone and I finally feel like I'm truly in a band. I walked back to the bed and laid down I was really tired from that ride we had to our dorms, soon after Yongguk went to bed as well. I still kept my distance from him after all he was still a complete stranger to me and I wasn't sure if I could truly trust him just yet. I slowly fell asleep snuggling a pillow, I could never sleep unless I'm holding onto something it's a habit of mines and it's not easy to get rid of. We slept for what seemed like forever and I woke up to the loud banging on the door. "Manager says to get up and get ready we are leaving in 2 hours!" I heard Zelo scream to the door I didn't even bother I reply, I opened my eyes and realized that I wasn't cuddling with a pillow I was cuddling withYongguk I sat up quickly and was relieved that Yongguk was still asleep and I hope he didn't feel me cuddling with him, I was going to wake him up but I decided that I should shower first. I got up from bed and went over to my luggage to grab something to wear I looked up and to my surprise I saw Yongguk staring right at me with his gummy smile. "Goodmorning~" I heard him say and I smiled at him saying a goodmorning as well. "If you don't mind may I shower first, please?" I heard Yongguk say staring at me with puppy eyes and I just couldn't say no so I nodded and I watched him go into the bathroom. I went back to the bed and grabbed my phone from the night stand, I had 26 text messages from Zico and 18 missed calls I totally forgot to text him or call him yesterday he must be really worried I called him back like 3 times but he wouldn't answer. Then I heard knocking on the door again and I went to open only to see a half dressed Zelo, does everyone sleep shirtless here? "Good morning, What is it Zelo?" I said with a slight smile. "You have a visitor~!" Zelo said cheerfully, I wondered who it was. "Do you know his name?" Zelo shakes his head and I sighed who on earth knew I was here. "All he said was that he is your ex-boyfriend and he needs to see you." Right when Zelo said that Yongguk came out of the bathroom and I knew he heard I saw his face and you could just see the anger in his face. "What the hell is he here for?" I bit my bottom lip and told Zelo to go tell Zico that I'll be there in a minute, I close the door and looked at Yongguk. "Well he is my best friend I didn't know he was coming.." I said looking down at the floor.