My feet hurt, but I hardly feel it.

My head is pounding, but I forgot about it.

It is hot, but I don’t care.

All that matters is that man standing on the stage… Koki Tanaka.

He never failed to excite me. He is my light, my only focal point. He is the entire reason I am here at all. The other members of the group and fans in the room seem to fade as I soak in the man that I had fallen in love with. In fact, every person in the entire world fades into comparison to this amazing man.

I clutch the VIP ticket hanging around my neck to remind myself that I had it, that this is really real. As soon as this concert is over, I and I alone was going to meet the man I had dreamt about for years.

Needless to say, I was incredibly nervous. If I thought about it too much, my palms would become sweaty and I would begin to hyperventilate. I try to simply focus on the concert and not what would happen after…