Stupid Thoughts

Hero of Your .. Heart

~JaeJoong~

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Minji refused to fall asleep again but she was lying in her bed, just staring blankly ahead of her while she was lying down on the side, the blanket covered up til' her chin and she was in a crouched position. I guess the ngihtmare really scared her

I was sitting on the floor with Changmin and Yunho while Yoochun and Junsu went to get some night snacks and some tea

"Otoke?" Changmin asked as he were looking at Minji

I shrugged

"I don't know. We can't force her to fall asleep" I said

"but we can't stay up all night either. I need to go to work tomorrow and Yoochun as well. And the computer hasn't shown us any kinds of news lately.. I'm starting to get worried here" Yunho said

I sighed

"Mollah. Chincha.. I'm just frustrated that we can't help Minji" I said

"And if there is people who needs us, the articles will pop up straight away on the computer" Changmin stated

I nodded

"Here guys" Junsu said as he came in with a tray with some tea and Yoochun another tray with fruits

Minji remained still and didn't say anything while we were watching her silently from afar

"I wonder what she's thinking" Changmin mumbled

"About the past?" Junsu asked

All of us started to get tired since we were all exhausted after a long day and not to mention that we had to watch over her. Too worried and scared to leave the room all of us took the blankets, the mattresses, pillows and former our own little corner on the floor and tried to find the right position to sleep in ..

Minji remained silent and didn't utter a word from where she was lying and the silence was driving me crazy. I didn't like seeing her so quiet..

As the members were preparing themselves to sleep, I instead walked over to the bed and sat down and looked at her as her eyes were blood red, wide open and was having an empty gaze. She looked dead but still alive

"Minji?" I whispered

She didn't answer

"Minji? Gwenchana?"

She reacted a little, blinked her eyes twice and looked at me before sighing heavily and closed her eyes

"We're right here.. on the floor if you need us.. ok?" I whispered

No answer

With heavy steps I returned to my spot on the floor where everyone was sleeping and lied down

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"Hyung?"

"Hyung?"

I opened my eyes slowly to see Changmin crouching over me

"What is it?" I yawned

"Don't move" He whispered

I looked at him a bit confused

"Mwoh?"

I soon felt something heavy that were leaning right next to me, something warm and definitely something that had long hair. Deep breathings that sounded soothing to your ear could be heard and I looked down on my right side to see Minji leaning onto me while sleeping. She had wrapped herself in the blanket of hers and was using my chest as a pillow..

"Oh" I breathed

"I woke up earlier and didn't find her on the bed but when I saw her down here I couldn't help but chuckle" Changmin whispered

"Where's the others?" I asked

"at work. Junsu and I will be checking the website so just come out when she's awake" Changmin said

I stared at him

"Am I going to lie here until she wakes up?" I asked dumbfounded

Changmin's expression changed 180 degrees and it somehow became dark and very determined

"She's sleeping. She hasn't been able to do that. I'm pretty sure you don't want to wake her up don't you?" Changmin asked

I swallowed hard

If there was something all of us were afraid of then it was Changmin's anger. He was really something when he got angry and he used that against us and since I was not in the right position to say no, I just gulped and nodded

Changmin then smiled immediately innocently at me and got up

"Junsu and I will make breakfast for you. Eunhyuk and Junsu will go and shop some groceries"

"Please make it good" I sighed

"I will. I won't let them touch the food" Changmin assured me

He closed the door behind and I was left alone with Minji sleeping onto my chest. I kept gazing down at her cause seeing her sleeping so peacefully, I couldn't help but feel happy and more at ease..
My heart started to beat fast since it's been awhile ever since I was so close to another girl and I couldn't help but feel my heart racing faster..

I saw her flinch a bit even though she had her blanket around her and automatically I put my arm around her and took her closer to me as I felt her body becoming more relaxed ..

Something was irritating me. It tickled.. My nose were being tickled by something. Unconsciously I tried to rub it away with my hand and it disappeared for a few seconds but then it came back again. My senses came alive and I shot my eyes open to see A playful Minji holding some kind of pen and laughing

I couldn't help but laugh as well as I grabbed her wrists and sat up

"You're awake?" I yawned

She nodded

"Did you sleep ok? No nightmares?" I asked and looked at her

She shrugged

"Ok" She smiled

Her sweet voice, why wouldn't she speak more often? Listening to her sweet voice was comforting and relaxing. Smooth and kind..

I looked at the clock to see it was already noon

"Aigoo~~ We're such dwaejees. I bet you're hungry. You've been awake for a long time?" I asked and got up

She shook her head

But she did look fresh since she had washed her face and she had brushed her teeth. I could tell by the fresh smell that was coming from her.

"Kah ja.."

I stood up and helped her up as well and I went first outside her room and into my own to brush my teeth and clean the face. When i was finished Minji were sitting on the couch waiting patiently

"Let's eat" I smiled

She got up and danced her way into the kitchen which kind of made me look at her legs. She was wearing shorts and I could indeed tell that they looked really nice..

"NO JAE! Do not think such things"

"You're... ok?"

I looked at Minji who was confusingly looking at me. I laughed it away and nodded

I took the food the Changmin had prepared and placed it on the table. Minji looked happy as she saw the food and you couldn't help but to laugh at her cute expression while she were waiting for me to place all the food on the table. I then sat down in front of her and started to help her

"DO you want juice, milk,tea or water?" I asked

She looked confused at the different cans and then looked at me

I laughed

I got up to get 3 different glasses and placed it in front of her. I then poured some milk, juice and tea for her. She already knew water. She then tasted all three of them and she seemed to like juice the most so I gave her that glass..

When we were just about to start to eat I heard something from the front door and both of us froze as we were staring at the kitchen entrance

I heard someone breathing hardly and talking fast

"Stay here" i ordered Minji and she stayed

I made my way to the front door and my eyes widened in shock when I saw the members

"CHANGMIN!!!!!!!!!!!"

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SHINHYUNKI
#1
Chapter 20: Update soon please!!!!!
Can't wait for the next chapter!!!!!
SHINHYUNKI
#2
I've read this on Winglin and I fell in love with this story, can you Update soon please!!!!
I want to read what happens afte....
Kris_Paulene #3
Chapter 20: can you still finish this story? It's story plot is so nice and unique. I really love it. I just hope you continue updating this. :D
Topu-Da
#4
Chapter 9: did u finish this in winglin?