"Are you nervous?" Ka Eun turns to ask me.

"Not really, I did this since I'm young" I smile back. I used to perform on the stage ever since I'm young. That is the place I really like to be, but I'll get nervous sometimes and stuff up everything which turns out to be . 

"What if Hyun Joong turns up today? I mean if he gets a really good score and he needs to receive an award yeaaah?" Ka Eun giggles looking at me. "Are you still not nervous?"

"Anni, I told you I did this since I'm young. Even if I stuff it up I have to keep going. Today would be an amazing night Ka Eun. You should practise more on singing before asking me. We got singing performance too later!" 

"Oh !" Ka Eun is always much more nervous than me but I didn't know why she loves asking me if I'm nervous or not before my performance. 

I tried to study my music score over and over. I don't know if he'll appear tonight. I didn't want to know either. All I want to is to do well in this performance. It had been years since I last performed. It's not that long to be honest, one year and a half maybe. I couldn't really remember how long was it, but there were reasons why I stopped performing back then. But I want to shine, tonight.

"ChaeRiin!"

I wave at Kyu Jung when I see him walking towards us. 

"Good luck girls, especially Chaeriin." He winks while Ka Eun stick a tongue out to him. Kyu Jung doesn't dislike or hate Ka Eun, maybe it's just because I'm the one who know him earlier and we have better relationship and so he's always standing on my side.

"Neh, Gwomawo oppa!" I hug him. 

"Shine like you can tonight." he whispers. "Don't get nervous even if you see him." he giggles.

"I won't stuff it up." I slap him lightly on his arm.

I take a deep breath as I walk out facing the crowd, I saw him sitting in the middle of the crowd. 

*Not to be nervous, not to be nervous....* I repeated this in my head as I try my best to avoid the gaze from him.

I bow at the crowd and sit at my nicest position in front of the grand piano. *It's about time to start.*

Haven't been updating in long so here's a really short update! Cause I had another storyline playing in my head so it's a little confusing and hard to update!