“ There’s no way you couldn’t know!” I almost yelled at my secretary.

“ Calm down your y .” Heechul rolled his eyes. He put his hands on his hips looking in my eyes.

“ Look who’s y here, you told me everything is set up and now you say Siwon has left with a long time ago for a one month vacantion in Hawaii?!”

“ Not my fault Jo twins decided to prank me.” He looked at his nails not even a little interested in my anger.

“ But I have to release the new winter collection somehow!”

“ Maybe as a punishment we will put Jo twins to model for your collection?”

“ Noo, I’m not in the mood of duplicating every outfit. Plus, those twins are evil, no way I’m entrusting them. Is there anyone else left?” I tried to think of someone.

“ Hmm… Jonghyun is modeling to another fashion line at the moment, Siwon is balls somewhere in Hawaii, Lee Minho is filming his new drama. Argh, I don’t know! Maybe Seungri?” Heechul suggested.

“ Seungri is too low class.” I massaged my temples.

“ He is really good, does his experience and popularity count that much? You also are a good opportunity for him to raise up.” Heechul raised an eyebrow.

“ I don’t care how good he is, I’m not doing charity, I’m searching for top models.” You may think I’m some egoistical , but I really don’t like people who are not on the top. The lower ones should just work for me to notice them, I have my own aims. “ Look Heechul, you search for someone who is for sure going to model for my new fashion line, okay? I have no time to waste.” I gave him a serious look.

“ Oookay dude.” He sang turning on his heels and exited my office.

I took out my phone and dialed Joon’s number.

“ Yes?” I heard his voice on the other line.

“ I think you may need to change the size of the clothes.”

“ What?! Are you kidding me? Do you know how much would this take?”

“ Come on, it’s just the size.” I rolled my eyes.

“ Ok, to which size?” He agreed.

“ I don’t know yet, I just told you so you know.” I shrugged.

“ Yet why do we have to change the size?” He got curious.

“ Siwon is balls in freaking Hawaii.” I said in a sarcastic tone.

“ Heechul said that, I know it.” He laughed. “ So basically, you need a new model, right?”

“ Bingo.”

“ Cool, good luck.” He hung up.

Okay, I really need a break. I packed my stuff and got ready to go home after I answered some phone calls. I clip-clopped in my high heels down the hall.

“ Leaving?” Jiyoung, or GD how everyone calls him, asked me.

“ Yes, byes.” I smiled.

He waved and went of. I went outside and got in my car. I went to the closest bar around there. The drive was short, yet full of problems. The snow caused some traffic bugs. I safely got to the bar. As soon as I entered it I went to the counter and sat on the high chairs. I ed my coat, the room was hot form all the dancing and singing around while outside was freezing cold.

“Hey Ai, what’s up?” The waiter that served drinks at the bar counter asked me.

“ Nothing Lay. I see the place is pretty heated up.” I looked around.

“ Ah yeah, it is one of those days Kris is around here.” He explained while leaning with his elbows on the counter. I mouthed an “O”.

“ Not happy hearing that, are you?” He chuckled.

“ Not like I care that much.” I shrugged that off. “ Did Hyuna come here today?”

“ Nah, didn’t see her around.” He shook his head.

“ Should be pretty boring then.”

“ Not when so many girls come to see Kris, it’s crazy.” Lay smiled, his dimples showing, making me want to pinch his cheeks.

“ Oh yeah, how come he came? I thought he won’t be in the country for at least 2 years and now he comes after only 1 year?” I asked.

“ His business overseas didn’t go as well as planned so he had to return. That’s all I know.”

“ Ah I see.” I nodded.

Lay turned around and took filled a cup with tea. Then he placed it in front of me.

“ It’s a cold day, I guess tea is better than alcohol.” He smiled.

“ Ah yeah, thanks.” I returned the smile. I placed my hands around the cup feelings the warm sensation. My hands are usually cold and I really like it when I touch something warm.

“ Still hating coffee?” Lay asked me while serving some other customer.

“ Like always.” I laughed.

Suddently, I felt an arm around my shoulder. I was ready to turn around and slap the one but then I saw it is Kris. I froze.

“ Long time no see.” His face was on the same level as mine, making it hard to breath. How did he dare to even talk to me?!

“  I'd like to help you out. Now which way did you come in?” I faked a smile, taking him by surprise.

“ Sorry?” He raised an eyebrow.

“ I'm awfully sorry, but I gotta go treat my aual tendencies now.” I got up and walked to the exit door after waving to Lay, who seemed stunned. As soon as I opened the exit door I began to walk fast to my car. I slipped and fell down. I totally forgot it is December and the ice is slippery, plus my high heels didn’t help at all. I quickly got up and patted my . I carefully got into my car and was on verge of tears. I didn’t know what pain was bigger, seeing Kris act like nothing happened one year ago or my pain after falling on the hard ice covered asphalt.

I the engine and drove to my home, slowly, as my watery eyes didn’t allow me to see as clear as before. It is 5pm and the sky is turning dark. The moment I arrived in the front of my apartment complex it was completely dark. I got out form the silver lexus and walked towards the building. Entering the elevator, I carefully pressed on the “11” to not destroy my newly done nails. I waited until the doors opened and got out my house keys. I unlocked the door and went inside. I saw the lights on in the kitchen. I took off my shoes and groaned when I finally got rid of the uncomfortable feeling I got from the high heeled shoes.

“ I’m home!” I shouted like a high-school girl coming back from the school. I hurried and went in the kitchen.

“ Ailee!” Grandma smiled seeing me.

“ Hey!” I faked a smile. I knew she wouldn’t figure out I cried, the redness from my eyes easily fades away and I’m thankful for that. “ What are you cooking?” I peeked at the delicious soup waiting to be eaten.

“ Soup, do you want some?”

“ Yes~” I agreed in a cute voice. I’m a spoiled girl and act serious only at work or with strangers.

“ Oookay~” Grandma said turning around and continuing with her cooking.

I went in my bedroom and took off my fashionable clothes. I searched in my closet and found sweat-pants and a wife-beater. I put the casual clothes on and went to the bathroom. I washed my hands and took off my makeup. Without nice clothes and make-up I looked much more casual, but yet beautiful. And yes, I think I’m beautiful. The rest of the evening was peaceful, mom came from work and everything was ok. Maybe you ask yourself why do I live with my parents? Because I hate being lonely and I love my family very much. I also love a lot Chanyeol-my brother, but he is in America and will return home mostly like in the summer.

Ats straight 11pm I lied in the soft bed and covered myself with the warm blankets. Kris kept crossing my mind. I have stopped loving him a long time ago, one does not play with me. I hate him, detest him. He’s a jerk and yet dares to talk to me. One day I wanna rip off his ba-

RING RING

I groaned hearing my phone ringing. I lazily sat up and grabbed my phone, pressing on the green button.

“ Who the calls me right when I’m thinking of ripping some balls off?” I said in a moody tone.

“ Kim Heechul, no flattering.” Heechul used that cutesy tone I hate.

“ What do you want from me at freaking 11pm?”

“ I found a model! Isn’t that great?” He sounded happy.

“ Who?” I got interested.

“ Kai, his real name is Kim Jongin, he is 24, top model and he agreed to come at the agency tomorrow at 8am, get ready.” Heechul informed.

“ Sounds reasonable, but I’ll shove him off together with you with I don’t like him. Understood?” I threatened.

“ Yes sir!” He joked. I chuckled.

“ Okay then, good night.”

“ Sweet wet dreams with the Great Heechul~” He teased. Such a diva…

I hung up and I banged my head into the pillow. Finally there is one problem off my heart and I can sleep pacefully.

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