better late than never ; (l.joe/luna)

Ten Thousand Feels

 

Rewind.

 

He happened to meet her when he was barely sixteen at a playground. He was practicing his kicks alone, when the soccer ball that he kicked, flew across the field, and somehow it happened to hit her head. She screamed in annoyance; perhaps mixed with some pain too, as she rubbed her head and darted her eyes around to search for the wrongdoer. But she saw no one in particular who approached her that very day. So, she shrugged and kicked the ball instead. Maybe, today wasn't her day.

 

Rewind.

 

He happened to see her, almost every weekend afterwards. He would practice his kicks at the playground, and he would find her sitting at a bench, alone, only to be accompanied by her thick book, and eyes that merely focused on the words written on each pages. He loved that scenery; he loved it the most when the soft, inviting wind came and blew through her hair, that she would quickly tuck her strands of gorgeous hair behind her ears. But still, he hadn't found his guts to approach her. And still, he thinks— he owed her an apology.

 

Rewind.

 

Her name was Park Sunyoung, as he was told. He learnt that she could sing well, and that she had won several singing competitions at her school. He wished to hear her voice, he wished to sit beside her, and to learn the title of the book, one that she often read, each time she sat at that favorite bench of hers. He wanted to apologize, but still— he was too timid and shy to do so. Sometimes, he blamed puberty.

 

Rewind.

 

He was sick that particular weekend. He didn't manage to go to the playground, and no, he didn't get to see her. 

 

Rewind.

 

He hadn't seen her for two weekends, now. That next weekend, he stayed at the playground for hours, until the skies began to slowly darken, and until he bored himself with counting endless stars. Another weekend passed by, still, there was no sign of her. Then, his friends told him that she had moved from the neighbourhood, to pursue her education in an art school. He never had the chance to apologize. Regret, regret and all kinds of regrets; were all he could feel. 

 

Rewind.

 

Years and years passed, he'd still wish to see her. He still owed her an apology. So, he waited.

 

Fast forward.

 

He happened to meet her again when he was barely twenty one. That same playground, that same kind of bench; only with different colour and a little less big playground, since a new building was developed right next to the once vast green field. The fond, lingering memories that he had of her, were almost too vivid that he could clearly remember the trace of her oval face.

 

She didn't change that much, he thinks. Still— as adorable as she would look like from afar, only that he thinks that it was better to look at her this way, from this close proximity. And the fact that, she somehow still bring a book to the playground, made it even more endearing to him. 

 

So, he slowly approached her. One step, two and three. When he finally stood in front of her, he cleared his throat, "Hi—"

She looked up, glancing to right and left, then finally looking up to meet his brown orbs, "Hi too?"

He chuckled. It was his first time hearing her voice. Soothing.

"Remember when you were sixteen, a ball hit your head, and no one came to apologize to you?"

"Yes—?"

"I am that boy,"

She frowned slightly. Perplexed.

"My name is Lee Byunghyun," He extended his hand, curving his lips into a smile, "I am sorry for not apologizing to you years ago,"

"Ahh, it's okay—"

He took a seat beside her, finally darting his eyes towards the book in her hands. 

"Is that the same book you brought each time you came here before?"

She smiled a little, "No—"

(Silence)

"But I am still that same person from years ago,"

He smiled at her remark.

 

Maybe, he was late, but still he thinks— better late than never. And maybe, this was his second chance. 

 

 


L.Joe/Luna 

Dedicated to fxluna :)

I don't neccesarily ship them, but it was a good prompt & I feel like writing something too lol.

I hope this is readable for you :)

 

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eternalspring
#1
Chapter 13: Omo~ this is so sad T.T I've bit tears while read it :(
that sihyung guy just can see her for afar and just record his mixtapes... is sihyung have a dissease ??
and the sad part his mixtape can't reach her T.T
-eternal- #2
Chapter 13: i am crying - tears are literally running down my face right now T_____T how could you...how could you ruin me like this :'(

I keep reading the mixtapes in his voice (where he starts off Dreamer - in that deep talking voice of his) and it just makes it even more surreal ;; It's so heartbreaking, how he's only able to admire her from afar, yet that is enough love for him and it's even more heart-wrenching that these (beautiful) mixtapes never reached her ;_____;

your last line stabbed me.

p.s sobs it's so nice to have you on this ship ♥
ethereals #3
Chapter 3: That. Kaistal. Oh my god, my feels lie on the floor and I don't know how to fix it.
kirakira-
#4
Chapter 12: /ugly tears because you picked mine ;-;

Funnily I just continued watching this movie where I left off the last time, and one of the characters has a crush on his teacher. Jongin is such a sweet darling. Bias aside, I really can see him as this shy kid who, when he secretly has a crush on someone, he'd keep it hidden as long as he could. He'd wait and keep waiting even after he loses the opportunity :(

Thank you for writing this sobs all the feels I have for them
-eternal- #5
Chapter 12: daww ~ a crush on a teacher is adorable yet heartbreaking in a way. sobss I've missed your writing so much and it's still as good as ever!
eternalspring
#6
Chapter 11: OMG !! This is so beautiful~~~ myungeun !!
aaaaaahhh I love all of the part on this story... the best part when myungsoo tell her to make a lot friend, chasing her dream etc etc...
really really beautifull / cries T.T
baelee
#7
Chapter 11: It must be really hard to say the final goodbye to someone that you really cherish throughout your life. And the thought of not having them with you for the rest of the time, wow it's really heartbreaking. My heart breaks for the part where Myungsoo tells Naeun to make new friends, to not be too kind and to not stop chasing after her dreams. (Somehow, I feel that you're directing that part for me. If so, wow Abby :'((() Tears in my eyes, everytime.

Thank you so much for this, Abby! Even though we have just got to know each other, I really love you as my friend. I'll miss you (and M & S) so much <333
miimoov
#8
Chapter 11: "one that shares the same indescribable of the colour black"
I directly know she's Naeun!!
I ship MyungEun too much :'D
this is beautiful <333333
kirakira-
#9
Chapter 10: Eww what's with you and your cheesiness lol. Crying because this is so them and I have vivid images of them while reading this - how shy Minhyuk is and how Joohee was shy at first but grew to be more outgoing (read: crazy) later. And crying at her hula hula imitation because it's forever facepalmable.

Thank you for this <33 And happy cheesy month to you!
eternalspring
#10
Chapter 10: "And lastly, because you're Song Joohee and because you are you."
aaaaaaaaccccckkk cries~~~~
I love the ways his describe why alice being his sunshine >.<
haaaaaa I'm getting loved this pairing :D