still ; (suho/chorong)

Ten Thousand Feels

 

He sees her almost everyday, minus the weekends and the free times he has. 

He knows exactly, where she would sit; usually only a few tables besides him. 

He notices her tiny, baby-liked voice; that roaming across that little suffocating room, sometimes. It's his favorite lullaby. Sometimes, she would burst into a sudden giggle, throwing her head back laughing. Still, her giggle is always his favorite lullaby.

His eyes would purposely fix on the screen, as random words appeared, overlapping between the thin lines. He flinches his eyes, searching for his favorite face, as he would sneakily steal glances at her.

 

She would sometimes look bored, he notices. When she yawns, she would cover and stretches her arms.

He thinks, she's cute that way.

She would then pretend to listen to the monotonous voice in front. Nodding once, twice. Blinking, once, twice.

He thinks, she's cute that way.

She would scribble something down on her notebook, or perhaps— busily swiping her fingertips, with her favorite orange-coloured nails, on the screen of her favorite gadget.

He thinks, it's a mischievious act of not paying attention during lectures, but still, she's cute that way.

And randomly, he wishes to become that little device.

 

When opportunity comes, they would sometimes talk and if he is lucky enough, he could sometimes make her laugh with his dry humors. He doesn't think he was born funny, but strangely, he always finds himself looking for idiotic jokes, hoping that in a slightest way, he could at least, impresses her or he could at least, slowly watches how the curve of her lips would turn into a beautiful smile.

He thinks, she has the prettiest smile ever. 

 

Sometimes, they would exchange their greetings, as they would coincidentally walk passed that same path. 

Sometimes, they would only exchange smiles, as no words managed to escape their mouths; only a simple, yet warm smile. He always thinks, those are better than nothing. 

 

"Hi, good morning,"

"Hi, good morning too,"

"Hey, where are you going?"

"Umm off to do some bussiness? you? (chuckles),"

"Hey, are there any foods left at the cafe?"

"Umm— sadly, no. I'm hungry too,"

"Oh, you look pretty today,"

"Thank you (smiles),"

 

"No, have I ever told you that you look the prettiest to me, everyday?"

That last sentence, how he'd wish he could let that escape.

 

 

He still sees her almost everyday.

He still tries to talk to her in every chance he gets.

He still attempts to be funny.

He still steals glances at her sneakily. 

He still, somehow likes her.

For three years, Joonmyun wishes that Chorong was his and not somebody else's lover.

 

 

 


The idea came to me, while I couldn't pay attention to my lectures.

Strangely, SuRong came to my mind while I was scribbling this.

 

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eternalspring
#1
Chapter 13: Omo~ this is so sad T.T I've bit tears while read it :(
that sihyung guy just can see her for afar and just record his mixtapes... is sihyung have a dissease ??
and the sad part his mixtape can't reach her T.T
-eternal- #2
Chapter 13: i am crying - tears are literally running down my face right now T_____T how could you...how could you ruin me like this :'(

I keep reading the mixtapes in his voice (where he starts off Dreamer - in that deep talking voice of his) and it just makes it even more surreal ;; It's so heartbreaking, how he's only able to admire her from afar, yet that is enough love for him and it's even more heart-wrenching that these (beautiful) mixtapes never reached her ;_____;

your last line stabbed me.

p.s sobs it's so nice to have you on this ship ♥
ethereals #3
Chapter 3: That. Kaistal. Oh my god, my feels lie on the floor and I don't know how to fix it.
kirakira-
#4
Chapter 12: /ugly tears because you picked mine ;-;

Funnily I just continued watching this movie where I left off the last time, and one of the characters has a crush on his teacher. Jongin is such a sweet darling. Bias aside, I really can see him as this shy kid who, when he secretly has a crush on someone, he'd keep it hidden as long as he could. He'd wait and keep waiting even after he loses the opportunity :(

Thank you for writing this sobs all the feels I have for them
-eternal- #5
Chapter 12: daww ~ a crush on a teacher is adorable yet heartbreaking in a way. sobss I've missed your writing so much and it's still as good as ever!
eternalspring
#6
Chapter 11: OMG !! This is so beautiful~~~ myungeun !!
aaaaaahhh I love all of the part on this story... the best part when myungsoo tell her to make a lot friend, chasing her dream etc etc...
really really beautifull / cries T.T
baelee
#7
Chapter 11: It must be really hard to say the final goodbye to someone that you really cherish throughout your life. And the thought of not having them with you for the rest of the time, wow it's really heartbreaking. My heart breaks for the part where Myungsoo tells Naeun to make new friends, to not be too kind and to not stop chasing after her dreams. (Somehow, I feel that you're directing that part for me. If so, wow Abby :'((() Tears in my eyes, everytime.

Thank you so much for this, Abby! Even though we have just got to know each other, I really love you as my friend. I'll miss you (and M & S) so much <333
miimoov
#8
Chapter 11: "one that shares the same indescribable of the colour black"
I directly know she's Naeun!!
I ship MyungEun too much :'D
this is beautiful <333333
kirakira-
#9
Chapter 10: Eww what's with you and your cheesiness lol. Crying because this is so them and I have vivid images of them while reading this - how shy Minhyuk is and how Joohee was shy at first but grew to be more outgoing (read: crazy) later. And crying at her hula hula imitation because it's forever facepalmable.

Thank you for this <33 And happy cheesy month to you!
eternalspring
#10
Chapter 10: "And lastly, because you're Song Joohee and because you are you."
aaaaaaaaccccckkk cries~~~~
I love the ways his describe why alice being his sunshine >.<
haaaaaa I'm getting loved this pairing :D