its almost a year since the last time i saw hyukjae and within those time my life seems to be in complete chaos. i cant focus in my job and i cant take good care of my child. good thing eunseo took her in for a while.

"hyukjae!where are you baby? im going crazy each time your not here with me!" i said as i sob lightly.

i was laying  on the bed. where i took him! i miss him so much.

i knew that he was married with kyuhyun but as much as i want to let him go and be happy for him.

i cant.

i just cant.

after losing him when i married eunseo out of being a responsible person, i wouldnt let the same mistake i did.

hyukjae was mine and so his first born.

i knew that the kid was mine.

he was mine. 

and as much as hyukjae and kyuhyun denied the truth . i knew that henry was mine.

he was my son and kyuhyun wouldnt have any right to claim him as his own.