try to listen to super junior "a good bye" and "bittersweet" while reading this chap!

HYUKJAE POV

after an hours of sleep, i woke up from my slumber when sungmin hyung came to my room to check if i was ok. he immedietly leaves when i assure him that i was totally fine but the thruth is "im not ok!" i felt too much pain. and it was unbearable.! the worst part is i cant cry anymore ! my tears wont came ! my chest is hurting. and its too much hurtful!

maybe heechul hyung's idea is not a good idea nor a better option for my problem . i should move on and forget hae like sungmin hyung had said to me. maybe i should leave for now. in order for me to move on and forgive those people who was behind all the pain i was coming into and also to forget the pain of being betrayed

leaving korea is the best for me 

with that i hurriedly go to sungmin hyung's room to inform him about my plan .

i knock three times and got in like i used to do since we were a child

"yes hyukkie??" sungmin hyung stood up from reading his novel book

"hyung i decided that i should forget hae and moves on with my life ALONE also from this mess i got myself into !" i said with one go while plastering a bitter smile on my face.

"its not an easy task to do but I (we) your family always be here  what ever decision you'll make we will be on your side no matter what happen!" sungmin hyung said and mess my hair

"hyung im not a kid anymore"i whine while puffing my cheecks

"aigooooo!! for me you still are my little baby brother!! " hyung said with a bright smile

"im leaving tommorrow !!!" i said to him seriously

he just nod to me

"aren't you going to tell it to donghae?!"

"he doesn't need to know hyung and besides he is already married hyung!!" i said with a sad smile 

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