Amnesia

Description

I opened my eyes. There was this scent hanging in the air, some kind of cologne. I had never smelled it before. I adverted my gaze from the ceiling. The room was strange, unfamiliar and my heart was beginning to beat rapidly against my chest. There was nothing familiar, I had no idea where I was.

 

 

Amnesia (from Greek Ἀμνησία) is a condition in which one's memory is either wholly or partially lost due to the extent of damage that was caused. Any condition that interferes with the function of this system can cause amnesia.

  • Anterograde amnesia, is the loss of long-term memory, the loss or impairment of the ability to form new memories.

  • Retrograde amnesia, the loss of pre-existing memories to conscious recollection, beyond an ordinary degree of forgetfulness. The amount of memories lost depends on the severity of the case. The person is unable to recall some or all of their life or identity prior to the onset.

Both categories of amnesia can occur together in the same patient.

(Wikipedia)

 

 

 

Foreword

 

Hey there! I have been working on this story for a while. Inspiration for it came from the amazing book "Before I go to sleep" by S. J. Watson.

 

 

If you enjoy reading with music on, I'd highly reccomend listening to Nell's Slip Away album (also take a closer look at the music video of The Day Before, it has been such an inspiration, for me at least):

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p9N32Y6G7KU&playnext=1&list=PL4D3D2535AA2C269A&feature=results_main

 

Constructive criticism and comments are always loved :)

 

 

Update!

I wrote a backstory to this, you can find it here:

https://www.asianfanfics.com/story/view/319515/one-rainy-day-angst-fluff-jonghyun-jongkey-key-kibum-romance

One Rainy Day (10 chapters) consists of Amnesia's backstory in Jonghyun's POV and little bit changed Amnesia as Key's POV. To get the full picture I would reccomend you to read the longer version, but Amnesia can also be taken as a seperate twoshot.

I hope you'll enjoy it neither way :)

Comments

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jjongddae #1
Chapter 2: that was really sad... :'(
HikariLynn
#2
this is stunning! I just knew you were going to end it that way... so terribly sad!
If you don't mind I would like to Recc this on my Jongkey rec list... and now i'm off to read the prequel!
PastelBunnii #3
Chapter 3: feels feels feels i cant even just broken i cant form words just cry<3
pikasquad #4
Chapter 2: STOP IT. I honestly am drowning in my feelings, you are an amazing author and this story was so perfectly broken and I just have feelings that feel. I can't. I just. T^T
selubrication
#5
That's like the most beautiful story I have ever read.
Honestly.. one of the best.
& I'm really tough with angst/mental problem stories, most of them aren't really good, but I'm really glad I finally found a great one!
<33333
selubrication
#6
Chapter 2: "His words were sincere. But they were also tired. They were repeated over and over, day after another. They were his feelings but the emotion had faded. Words remained but emotion had drained. It was hard to feel it day after another for years. There was no chance to take a break."

/crycrycrycrycrycrycrycry


<3333
selubrication
#7
Chapter 1: This story was recommended to me..
And oh my goodness, it already sounds so freaking sad.
Even though Kibum has amnesia, I can feel his sadness. & Jonghyun has to go through this everyday, it's so sad!
Well, off to read next chapter.. yayyy.

<3
TheRudeTasteOfSane
#8
Chapter 3: I cried kinda hard when I read this (This story is only the 3rd fic I've ever cried over). It's just so heartbreaking. </3 And well written. Very well written.

I feel so bad for Jonghyun. ;o;
usobie #9
some people rec this, but i'm not ready for angst yet.. i'll just subscribe and read it later..
yetoponchul
#10
Chapter 2: This story broke my heart. I can't help but put myself in Jonhyun's shoes and see the love of my life stuck on a never ending cycle. It makes me truly wonder how far people are willing to go for the sake of love. This was awesome keep up the good work!!!