Chapter 19

You woke up feeling weak, you didn't feel like leaving the bed or eating breakfast at all, you gazed at the calendar hanged at the door,

A month has passed.... can you believe it?? A month!! no call, no text, no letters, no flowers, no hi nor hello from him... what happened? is it over between the two of you? did he find someone else without telling you?? the answer to that..... you don't know either..

you tried calling your beloved burning prince for weeks but no one answers the phone, a text nor a letter won't work either, you were even desperate enough to visit FNC Ent., but whenever you came he wasn't there, and you weren't allowed to go in, you couldn't work properly because your thoughts were filled up with reasons he might have for not calling you back and because of that you got fired,

funny thing is, you didn't seem to care, all you wanted was to see his face, his deep brown intoxicating eyes, his heart melting smile that could make your heart beat abnormally fast and his warm hugs.... you want to be able to hold his hands again, you want to hear his voice... you missed him, you missed that stupid guy so much you feel like crashing to pieces!

but does he know that? does he know what you're going through right now? does he even miss you?? even the thought of that makes you crazy, "No, Oppa's just too busy!" you uttered to convince yourself, right, maybe he is!

You see CNBLUE a lot on TV now, their group is gaining a lot of popularity, so yes, maybe he's just too busy, he might not have his phone with him either, they have a fully booked schedule so maybe the reason he doesn't check his phone is because he's too tired from all the concerts and fan signing events,

Yes, he's just too busy... but... still... does he not even have a minute of free time? like maybe before and after the concert starts, or when they take a break, does he not think of me for a minute? all it takes is a couple of seconds to dial my number, or a minute to send a message, right? or maybe while they're in their car on the way to a fan signing event... No! STOP! He cares... I know he does!

Wait.. maybe he free now, maybe ill try to visit FNC Ent. ones more...

You immediately got up and rushed to the bathroom grabbing your towel along the way, after a nice bubble bath you picked the cutest dress you could see in the closet, it was one of those dresses that hyoneul and raemi bought you, you smiled as you faced the mirror, will he think I'm pretty? you asked yourself,

You fixed your glasses as you look at your reflection on the mirror, you laughed as you remembered what hyoneul and raemi thought about them, they make you look nerdy but you liked it that way, jonghyun oppa liked you for who you are, even if you looked that way,

you were about to leave the room when you noticed something on the table, it was the pink pair of the couple bracelet you bought at the mall, you smiled at the thought of jonghyun wearing the other pair, the blue one,

that's right, even though the two of you didn't talk nor see each other you were still connected, if oppa's wearing the other pair then he'll think of me, you placed the bracelet on your wrist and left in a hurry, you couldn't wait to see jonghyun's face,

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FNC ENT.

"Uhmm, miseon-eoni, is Lee Jonghyun around?" you asked the lady in the counter nervously, she looked at you with a puzzled expression like she was trying to remember who you are, she flashed a smile of recognition after a couple of second, 

"Woah,  Eunah shii, I didn't recognize you for a second! You're so pretty!" she commented "Jonghyun-shii must be lucky to have you.."

"A-aniyo.." you blushed feeling embarrassed as she let out a friendly laugh,

"What should I do though? Lee Jonghyun's not here.." she said worrying "CNBLUE has a fan signing event today." she continued.

"Oh, really?" you uttered feeling disappointed "I see, I'll be going then.. thanks.." you told her and bowed a little..

Miseon watched as you started to walk away, she felt sorry and typed to looked something up on her computer, she suddenly smiled,

"Eunah-shii!!" she called, you turned to face her looking confused,

"I think if you wait here for a couple of minutes you'll see him!" she said excitedly,

"Jeongmal?" you asked with hopes up, Miseon nodded and pointed at the waiting lounge.

"You could sit there while waiting" she said,

"Kamsahamnida eoni!" you said happily,

You went to the lounge and sat on the couch to wait,

After several minutes you noticed a man in black suit approach you, he looked familiar like you've seen him somewhere, you gave him a puzzling look as he extends his hands to you for a handshake,

"Good Morning miss, I'm FNC'S CEO, Han Seong Ho" he said in a lively tone, hearing the name made you stand up and bow to greet him, Aish! So that's why he's familiar, I can't believe I did not recognize him sooner,

"A-anyeonghasseyo, I'm Kim Eunah" you said in respect as you take his hand for a handshake, you look away feeling embarrassed,

the CEO let out a friendly laugh which was then replaced with a serious expression "I'll be straight to the point then, Eunah-shii" he said, making you feel nervous, 

waah! >_< oh no! is he going to tell me to break up with jonghyun-oppa?! no! please not that! I can't do it!

"I want you to come tomorrow for the auditions"

0.0......>_<........0.0 ehhhh, WHAT?!

"A-are you serious??!" you asked in surprise,

"Yes, I think you have a talent you've been hiding for a long time" he said smiling,

"B-but-"

Han Seong Ho gave you a paper with instructions written on it before you could reply,

"I hope you'd think about this matter and come for the Trainee Auditions tomorrow" he said before leaving,

what just happened made you stay stunned for a while, FNC's CEO is weird, how could he invite someone he just saw for an audition?, but still.. if you passed you won't just be seeing Jonghyun, you'll get to live your dream job too,

if you passed it would be your First Step on reaching oppa, a trainee's life is hard, but you didn't care as long as you'll be able to reach him... your burning prince...

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 "It's CNBLUE!! It's CNBLUE!" the media started to gather around the group of boys who just got out of the black van, they were headed for the FNC Building but where blocked by a lot of reporters who would like to interview or get a scoop about them,

You were currently standing beside a street light just across FNC Ent., you smiled at the sight of them but your eyes immediately searched for the person you came for,

"Im sorry, but we're in a hurry today.." yonghwa told the reporter who was asking him questions, he flashed an apologetic smile as he leads s out of the crowd,

"Woah! there's a lot of them today!" jungshin commented,

"The cameras flash are blinding me" minhyuk said squinting his eyes s he try to cover it with his hands,

"Hurry up guys, we don't want to be late for our practice schedule!"

your heart beat started to rise as your eyes narrowed on the owner of the familiar voice,

"Jonghyun-oppa…" you uttered his name though you know he couldn't hear you,

but it was enough, you could breath easily now knowing that he's fine, tears started to form on your eyes and you wiped them away before it could trickle down your cheeks,

Im fine now oppa.. because I saw you today..

you watched as each member of the group go inside the building, you were about to leave too but as if on cue, jonghyun had turned around and faced your direction before he could get inside,

the two of you made eye contact and you could see his surprised reaction, he was about to approach you but you shook your head making him stop, his expression changed to worry,

"Im fine.." you mouthed and smiled "Aja Aja Fighting!" you continued and made a fist, after that you waved goodbye and left..

"Oppa, I won't worry anymore… because this time I'll always see you.."

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