So many years have gone by, haven't they? I guess I should have moved on by now; gotten over everything that's happened between us...but I just can't seem to do that and I don't know why. The only person who knows about this, is the one who it involves and I can't talk to him about it.

That's it! I need to talk about it with someone. I need to tell the story of what really happened these past few years. Don't therapists say that you need to open up about everything in order to get better and get on with your life? Right, then that's what I'll do.

Well, I hope you all don't mind if I tell the story of my first love to you. You are the only people I can trust sharing this with, because if I tell anyone else that I'm close to...this could cause a very huge problem for a lot of people. If you don't want to hear it, I guess there are other places you can go, ne?

Get comfortable, because I've been told that I can be quite the rambler when I reminisce.