I'd never think something like this could happen to me,but it did. I wonder where had it all began and where had each emotion that I tried to push away set it's roots. Such a fool i was trying to deny my feelings and emotions,but in the end i wasn't the only one who had tried to do that - that makes two fools instead of a single one. A shy timid boy that somewhat would remind the passing by souls of a panda and an anti-social boy who smoked cigarettes like a child would eat candy. How did we end up with the deliquent gang that at times seemed to swallow us up in all it's horrible games? How did we end up becoming friends with those people who we had nothing in common with except the dock we lay our steps on?How come somethings couldn't have been saved despite our attempts? So many questions..Questions without answers make me angry. I want to understand it all. I want to find all the answers hidden by rewinding and rewatching it all again to see the things for what they were even if all I can do is just rewatch the rewinded film instead of changing the flow.