Park Soyeon & Lee Gikwang
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He, the guy that I always believe. The guy that I always remember. Whenever I’m sad or happy. I never forget him. The guy I always keep in my mind, my heart, my soul. He’s my heartbeat. And the most important thing, the guy that I always love. Never I lose even a little love for him. Not even a little.

Because,

I thought he will never leave me. I know he will never.

But,

Who would know ? He already left me. He already cheat me. With a girl I called a friend. She did this to me. She cheat with her own best friend, boyfriend. He did this to me. To his own girlfriend, best friend. I never thought it would turn out to be like this. I never thought.

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Saranghae neol gaseum apado dareungotman neon bogo isseodo
Heosuabicheoreom seulpeun inhyeongcheoreom nan hangsang gidarigetj

The phone rang. I quickly ran to the phone on my bed. “ Joon oppa ! “ I get excited when I see him as the caller. I immediately pick up the call. “ Yeobosaeyo ? “ I answered. “ Hmm “ I heard him just humming. It’s kinda hurt my heart, but I don’t mind. At least, he would call me. Since he now, rarely call me. Like before.

“ Soyeon-ah, have you finished dressing ? “ he ask. Ah yeah. I forgot to tell. I’m now getting ready to celebrate my third anniversary with him. My one and only boyfriend, Lee Joon oppa. “ Hmm. I’m finished. Are you coming now ? “ I ask, excitedly. He silence. For a while. “ Oppa “ I called him. “ Ah ne. Soyeon-ah “ I heard him called and sigh heavily.

“ Ne ? “ I answered him. “ Actually, I can’t meet you today. I have something important came up. So, why don’t we just meet tomorrow ? “ he ask. My spirit faded away. “ But, today is our anniversary “ I answered slowly. “ Are you sulking ? “ he ask. I nods, even though he couldn’t see me, “ Hmm “ and answered him.

“ Tsk “ he smirk. “ Can’t you understand ? I have something important came up ! “ he shout. I startled. “ Ara.. arasso oppa “ I said. He hung up. I never being scolded by him like this. Used to before but never like this. He get annoyed with me. Scolded me. Yell at me. He never done this before.

Since I’m not going out with him, I called my bestfriend, Lee Gikwang. Besides Joon oppa before, only him understand me well. He knew how to cheer me up. He knew whenever I get sad. He knew how to overcome my stress. Sometimes, I feel like he’s my boyfriend.

I waited for him to answer the call. First call, failed. Second call, failed. Third call, also failed. I put down my phone on the table beside my bed. And walk to the bathroom. But then, my phone rang. I ran back to the table. “ Gikwang-ah ! “

I shouted his name as I answered the call. I knew he would call me back. “ Hmm Soyeon-ah, why ? “ he answered me happily. “ Wae ? Can’t I call you ? “ I asked, jokingly pouted. “ Hahaha “ he laugh. “ Aish why can’t you ? Of course you can. But there must be a reason you’re calling “ he said. I chuckle.

“ Nothing. I just feel like calling you. No reason “ I told him. Smiling to myself. “ Oh really ? “ he sounds like asking. “ Hmm “ I mumbled. “ Ah Soyeon-ah ! “ he called me. “ Ne “ I answered. “ Why are you calling ? Isn’t today your anniver … “ he didn’t finished talking when he suddenly stop. “ Ah it’s okay. Soyeon-ah let’s go out ? “ he said, changing the topic.

I knew it. He smell something suspicious. I knew he will know even I don’t tell him. “ Arasso “ I told him and hung up the call. I took off my clothes and change to short floral dress. I let go my curly hair and put a clip beside my bang. I took my light brown handbag and sling it.

Going down, I choose a pair of brown heels and walk to my car. Guess I have to move by myself. Since Joon oppa is too busy to pick me up and spend time with me even today is our anniversary year. How I’m sad when I remember the moment I spend time with him since our first anniversary to third one. But on the fourth, he doesn’t seem to care about this day.

I waited at the café I always meet Gikwang. 5 minutes passed, and here he is. In front of me, taking a sip of coffee. “ So “ he said, “ what are we going to do today ? “ he asked. “ Hmm “ I’m thinking. “ I don’t know “ I told him. I seriously don’t have any idea. “ Hah ! “ he looks like to get an idea.

“ Bwoh bwoh ?! “ I ask him excitedly. “ Let’s go to the theme park ! Let’s get wet ! “ he said excitedly. “ Waaa I never thought of that. I didn’t even bring clothes “ I told him. “ It’s okay. We’ll buy new one there “ he said and pull my hand.

I waited at my car while Gikwang is settling the bill. “ Done ? “ I ask him as I saw he walk to me. He smile and nods, “ Hmm “ I smile back. “ How did you come here ? “ I ask him. “ Cab “ he answered shortly. “ Arasso. We’ll move on with my car “ I said and open the door. “ You drive “ I gave him my car keys.

“ Why didn’t you bring your car ? “ I ask him, while on our way to the theme park. “ My car is at your place. Your mum said you’re out, so I left my car and get to the café with cab “ he answered. “ What are you doing at my place ? “ I ask him. He look at me for a while and smile.

“ Yah ! Why did you smile like that ? “ I ask him. “ To you. WAAAAAAAHHHH ~ !!! “ he scared me. “ YAHHHHH !!! “ I shout and hit his head hard. “ What is this ?!! “ I shout again to him. He laugh loudly. Yeah right. Feeling so happy to do this to me.

Finally, we arrived at the theme park. We went to the shop first to buy clothes to be wear cause we’re going to be so wet and dirty. So, we need to change clothes. After finished changing clothes, I look he already waiting for me outside. “ Let’s go ! “ I said cheerfully.

We played so many things till I get so tired and so wet. “ Ah Gikwang-ah, I’m so tired “ I said and lean my head on his shoulder when we sat down at a corner. “ Soyeon-ah, are you happy ? “ he suddenly ask. I pull up my head and look at him.

“ What ? Today ? “ I ask him. “ Aniyo “ he said, shooking his head. He looks straight to the front. “ Then ? “ I ask him. He look at me. “ Ah yeah today “ he said, smiling. I smirk, smiling. “ What ? Are you going insane ? “ I said and lean again on his shoulder.

“ Right. I’m so happy today “ I told him. “ But “ I said. “ I’m hungry “ I continued. I heard him laughing. ‘ you’re hungry ? “ he ask. I nods lightly and pouted. “ Let’s go eat “ I immediately pull up my head when he said that. “ Let’s ! “ I stand up happily.

We walk and laugh loudly together because he tells a funny story to me. But then, “ Ah Soyeon-ah, let’s eat there “ he pointed to a café. “ Arasso ! “ I cheered and walk there with him. When we about to enter the café, Gikwang suddenly pull my hand away from the café. “ What’s wrong ? “ I ask him after seeing him in a rush, walking away from the café.

“ I’ll tell you later. Let’s find another place first “ he said. I just nodded and follow his step. After 20 minutes wandering around to find place to eat, finally we found one. We took a sit to a more private place. As we sat down, “ Gikwang-ah, what’s wrong just now ? “ I immediately ask him.

He left out a deep breath. “ I saw her “ my eyebrow unite. “ Her ? Who ? “ I ask him. “ A girl that I liked “ I don’t know why but I feel hurt when he said that. He do likes someone ? Why don’t I know about that ? “ Ah so ? “ I ask him. “ With another guy “ he said, looking down. Although I’m hurt when he already likes someone, I’m still sad for him.

“ Gikwang-ah “ I hold his hand. He look at me. “ Don’t be sad okay ? “ I stand up, walk to him and hug him. “ I’ll find you someone better “ I said and his head. I know my action was just too overbroad. But, I just want him to feel calm and not sad whenever he’s around me. And I feel thanked to him, that he took me away from the café.

“ Thank you Soyeonnie “ he said. I took a sit back. “ It’s good that you took me away from that café too “ I told him. “ Why ? “ He asked.

“ I saw a boy that I couple with also …. “

I turn my head to the outside and see the rain falling.

“ With another girl “

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I close the door and hurriedly to my bed room after just got back from the class. It’s raining today and my body are all wet. While I’m drying my hair, suddenly my phone rang. I look at the caller. Before this, I get so excited when I see this person calling. But I don’t know why now, I feel annoyed.

“ Yeobosaeyo “ I answered lazily. “ Soyeon-ah “ he called my name. “ Hmm “ I hum to his response. “ Let’s meet today “ he said. “ At the usual place “ he continued. “ Arasso “ I said and hung up immediately. But then, just I put down the phone, I message received. It says to meet at 4 pm. I put down again and look at the clock on the wall.

Right at 4, I arrived at the place we promised. I look around and saw him sitting at the corner of the café. “ Lee Joon “ I called him with a cold voice and expression. He look at me. “ Please sit “ he invite me. I took a sit in front of him. “ What is it you want to see me ? “ I ask him as I sat down.

“ Let’ break up “ he said. My breath fastened. “ I’ve found another girl better that you “ he continued. Calmly. My face feels hot. “ Arasso “ I said and stand up. “ let’s not meet again after this “ I said and walk away. This is what you want all this while. This is what I want to give since that day. That day I saw you at the café on our ANNIVERSARY DAY.

I walk through the streets alone and finally reach the park. The park I always play with Gikwang. Ahh ~ How I wish he would be here. I took a sit beside the lake. I look at the lake for a long time. Suddenly, my tears drop. It’s weird. I want the break too. But why am I crying ? Is it because I’m already too long in love with him.

I wipe my tears. “ Why are you crying ? “ I suddenly heard someone ask. I look beside me. “ Yah Lee Gikwang ! “ I saw him ! “ What are you doing here ? “ I ask him. “ I’ve been here for a long time. You’re the one who didn’t notice me “ he said.

He stand up and walk to me, smiling. He took a sit beside me. “ Why are you crying ? “ he ask. “ I’m not sad. But I don’t know why I cried too. I broke up with him “ I told Gikwang. My tears can’t stop falling. He look at me and wipe my tears. “ Don’t cry “ he said. “ I’m here “ and hug me. He my hair. I laugh. He did the same as me when I comfort him the other day.

I hug him back. “ I know ! “ I hit his head. “ YAH ! “ he broke the hug. “ Hahahahaha “ I laugh out loud. He shows an annoyed face at first, but then he’s smiling and pinch my cheek. “ You’re so naughty. That’s why I love you. Hahahaha “

Lo..love me ? What does he mean ? “ You love me ? “ I ask him bravely. He look at me, smiling. And nods. “ Soyeon-ah, is it okay for a best friend to like his best friend ? “ he said shyly. I laugh at him. “ But I though the girl you like going out with another guy ? “ I .

“ What can I do ? I really know how to lie people “ he said proudly. I smirk. But then, I smile to myself. “ Gikwang-ah, komawo “ I thanked him. He smile shyly and slowly try to hold my hand. I look at him and kiss his cheek. He immediately look at me with his wide eyes. Shocked I think.

“ Jeongmal komawo “ I thanked again. He smile and nods.

“ Soyeon-ah “ he called my name. I look at him. He hold my cheek and pull me closer. Slowly, he kiss my forehead. For a long time. I close my eyes. Then, he hug me again.

“ Please be mine “

Much Love,
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