J’s POV

At night….

Its 3o’clock in the morning… why he still not home? Did he mad? Why I can’t show my love to him as he want? Suddenly I heard someone unlock the door…I felt so happy… it must be JiYong…I rush from the balcony to the living room…I saw he came back with a dizzy look, wait is he drank? i saw he almost fall and I quickly ran infront to help him stand up…

“JiYong ah~ why you drank?” I smell a strong alcohol from him

“ei? J-” he smile wide when he look at me

“yeah-” but before I finished my sentence, he said “Jasmine!”

“jasmine?!” I was shock for the calling he said and I heard some voice from the door side

I turn back and have a look….“JiYong ah~ you said you want me only ?! Why you hugging another girl?”

She walk toward me with unstable move…bet she was drank too “you….is she your fiancé??”

Jiyong pushed me away and hugged that girl “nah, she is my--” he take a look on me and continue “my maid~ take some towel for us! We need to have a bubble bath-” he turn and have an evil smile for that girl

I was so angry at that moment and I wish I could slap both of them… but they walked the room before I could react… I hate myself at this moment, I still took the towels for them… I don’t know why I been doing this… perhaps I’m guilty? I could not give what he want…maybe I should let him be?!

But how long I could stand this? I just wish they finish their ‘business’ soon so I don’t need to heard the laughing and the freaking sound from them…. My heart was like stab by him… why he doing this? And why I allow it happen? I cover my head with the pillow and hoping the thinking would stop

At the next morning,

I cook some pancake with honey… suddenly I heard someone giggling sound came from JiYong’s room… “ah~ oppa, you’re so bad!”

“why so shy??” jiyong teasing back that girl

I walked to his room and I saw the door wasn’t look…. I saw he spark the girl’s … it really hurting and i immediately turn around…but his voice stopped “J ah~”

“nae?” I answer him without turn back…. I don’t dare to face them…

“jasmine’s dress already tear off…could you lend the dress that I brought for you  to her?”

What?!! Is he serious?? Do he really need to do this to me?

I walked into the kitchen without bothering  his request, but jiyong ran to kitchen

He yelled at me “YA~ J! did you heard what I said?” I keep silence

He continue “are you deaf or what? Answer me!” I place the honey on the pancake and took it out…place it on the table

Jiyong followed me and he turn me over…forcing me to faced him “ J !” he saw my teary sallow eyes as I cried the whole night

“ok fine, don’t make like I owe you something!you don’t want to get it from me? I get by myself” he let go off me and ran to my room…he open my closet and took out the dress

I followed him and grab the dress from him.. I cant stand anymore so I cried out “ why you have to do this to me? ”

“give me that dress!”

“I don’t want!” I hold the dress so tight even jiyong tried to grab

“what’s wrong with you? You said you can’t fulfill my need… you avoiding me! You even try to break up with me few times… you said you wish I could get a better girl! Now what is that?” JiYong yelled back to me

“I…” I was speechless…I did said that!! But when it come to this I cant take it… I don’t know what is the problem with me…

“look at you? You still have feeling on me…you jealous!”JiYong walked closer to me with smirk

But I was scare and taking another few steps back till I against the wall

“but why you still allow me to go into the room with that girl?” he asked…I turn my face away and keep silence

“JiYong ah~erm…I borrow your T-shirt will do! I guess I gotta go!bye” the girl said and she leave

I push him away as I saw the girl leaving “why you want to do this to me?? Its hurt!” as I push him away, he smiled

“I thought you asking for that?”

I took out the luggage bag and threw a few clothes into it…suddenly jiyong’s expression turn from smiley face to nervous look “what you doing?”

“I’m leaving!” as I continue picking up my stuff and threw it into the bag

Jiyong stop me from closing my luggage bag “wait!”

“you’re right, jiyong! She could give you whatever you want and I could not! We break up!” I said as I push his hand away from my luggage…I grab the luggage and start leaving