I love you, I’m sorry

But I can’t do this anymore

I don’t even have the right to get close to you

Don’t love me

I don’t have the ease of being able to give you my heart

I live everyday beyond my strength

Each day is too much so I cry

I’m holding back, even though it hurts

Even tears are a luxury to me

I don’t even have the right to look at you

Don’t look at me

Oh, i.. I don’t have anything I can give you

missing you

I can’t even give you loving words

But I’m missing you

I can’t even boldly wish for you to be mine

But I’m missing you

So I push you away

Because I’m guy who has nothing but his own heart

I know that my heart is wherever you are

Close enough our breaths can touch

Always in that same place

Oh, i.. I don’t have anything I can give you

missing you

I can’t even give you loving words

But I’m missing you

I can’t even boldly wish for you to be mine

But I’m missing you

So I push you away

More than anyone else in this world

I love you, so I hold back

Oh, i.. I can’t hold your hand

But I’m missing you

I’m worried I might just have my tears to hold

So I’m missing you

I can’t tell you to stay with me

But I’m missing you

So it’s too much, but in the end

It’s because I’m a man who has nothing but his own heart