Author's Note

Purple  > Korean lyrics

Red >> English lyrics

Green >> Woohyun

Blue >> Sunggyu

 

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Saranghanda mianhada

I love you, I’m sorry

Geurae deoneun andoegesseo

But I can’t do this anymore

Nan dagagal jagyeok jocha eobseo

I don’t even have the right to get close to you

Nal saranghaji ma

Don’t love me

 

 

“Stay still, please”

 

Those words kept repeated in my mind as I remember how hard I hold my tears in front of him.

I still remember how tight he held my hand and how shaking his voice even he just tell me those three words.

 

I know, he begin to have the same feeling as me that’s why I need to stay away from him. He can’t love me.

 

We are ‘DIFFERENT’

 

You are heaven and I am nothing but hell.

You are precious diamond while I am nothing but rock.

You are perfect and I am just NOTHING.

 

Starting from today, I will keep a distance from you although I really love you Nam Woohyun.

 

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This morning I awake with my heavy head, side effect from crying all night.

I ruffle my hair and plodding slowly to the bathroom. I wash my head, wishing everything will go on but it doesn’t work at all.

I can never let him out from my brain. He has stuck on my mind, unapproachable and inerasable.

 

I upset with myself! Can’t I control my own heart to hold back?

 

Naegen maeumeul naeeojul yeoyudo eobseo

I don’t have the ease of being able to give you my heart

Maeireul himgyeopge salgo

I live everyday beyond my strength

Haruga beogeowo ulgo

Each day is too much so I cry  

 

Cry, is the only thing I can do. So don’t love me Woohyun-ah~

 

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Looking you among those fellow who are ‘same’ is hurting me.

Pick me back to the reality that I can’t have you to be mine, NEVER.

Looking them make you laugh happily with their sweet talk is breaking my heart.

But I glad because I can’t do that for you, NEVER.

 

 

O nan.. nege jul su inneunge eobseo

Oh, i.. I don’t have anything I can give you

Missing you

missing you

Ttatteutan maldo motae

I can’t even give you loving words

I missing you

But I’m missing you

gamhi baral sudo eobseo

I can’t even boldly wish for you to be mine

I missing you

But I’m missing you

Ireoke mireonae

So I push you away

naegen gajingeon simjangppun motnan nomira

Because I’m guy who has nothing but his own heart

 

You deserve someone better than me, you’re goddess who deserve an angel not a slave like me.

I always wish you get together with others, even though I TRULY miss you badly.

Woohyun-ah~ you can’t love somebody like me who has nothing but his own heart.

 

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I know you Kim Sunggyu.

I know your thought, I know what you do and what you feel.

 

I can’t see you but I can feel you near me, watching me from somewhere there. I know everything about you, but why everything must be like this? Don’t you understand my feeling Sunggyu-ya?

 

Chamgoisseo apeujiman

I’m holding back, even though it hurts

Naegen nunmuldo sachiya

Even tears are a luxury to me

Neol barabol jagyeok jocha eobseo

I don’t even have the right to look at you

Nal baraboji ma

Don’t look at me

 

But I can’t cry! You never allow to cry Nam Woohyun!

I know it’s hurt so much, but tears are luxury things to drop it everywhere and every time.

He told me to not love him, so it isn’t right to look him Woohyun-ah!

But didn’t it means that you must stay away from me? Don’t look at me Kim Sunggyu! It’s making me hard.  

 

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Wherever I go, I always feel you around me.

isn’t it too much? Why we must play this kind of game, when we know this isn’t right?

Why we must hurt each other, when actually our heart is so close and always feel the same way in the same place?

 

Ara neo inneun geugose nae mami isseo

I know that my heart is wherever you are

Sumgyeori daheul georie

Close enough our breaths can touch

Eonjena gateun jarie

Always in that same place

 

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O nan.. nege jul su inneunge eobseo

Oh, i.. I don’t have anything I can give you

Missing you

missing you

Ttatteutan maldo motae

I can’t even give you loving words

I missing you

But I’m missing you

gamhi baral sudo eobseo

 I can’t even boldly wish for you to be mine 

I missing you

 But I’m missing you 

Ireoke mireonae

So I push you away

 

“Can’t we stop this now? It’s suffered me a lot”

“I’m sorry”

“Don’t you know my feeling?”

“I know. But we can’t Woohyun-ah”

“Why?”

“I don’t’ have anything I can give you”

“I miss you Sunggyu”

“I can’t even give you loving words”

“But I’m missing you”

“Stop it Woohyun-ah! I don’t allowed you”

“Can’t I even boldly wish for you to be mine? I’m missing you Sunggyu”

“You can’t. We can’t together. Can’t you understand?”

“But…”

 

Sesang nuguboda

More than anyone else in this world

Neoreul saranghagie chamadeo

I love you, so I hold back

 

“I love you more than everyone else in this world, so I need to push you away.”

 

O nan.. ni son jabajul suga eobseo

Oh, i.. I can’t hold your hand

Missing you

But I’m missing you

Nunmulman angilkkabwa

I’m worried I might just have my tears to hold

I missing you

So I’m missing you

Hamkke hajal suga eobseo

 I can’t tell you to stay with me

I missing you

But I’m missing you

Ireokke doraseo

So it’s too much, but in the end

Naegen gajingeon simjangppun motnan nomira

It’s because I’m a man who has nothing but his own heart

 

“I even can’t hold your hand. I’ve felt like lost everything, maybe tears are the only things left. Can’t you just stay with me? ” 

“Let’s end this, you deserve someone better. You can’t love someone who has nothing but his own heart, Woohyun-ah”

 

It’s too much Sunggyu-ya

But everything is really come to the end now.

He turned his body just showing me his plain back. My heart are Throbbing with this kind of ending. I even have no chance to come closer to feel his breath or hug him for once. Everything ends without beginning, my precious one has leave me, thrown away my luxury things. Now, I also have nothing but ONLY TEARS.  

 

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Sorry, it's bad. i'm just trying to write a story based on the song.

I'll make a full story soon.

Thanks for reading,,, ^.^