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"I was sitting on the swing. The snow kept falling down. I felt so cold. It was cold, not just my body, but my heart was cold too. My heart broke into pieces. The snow is same with my heart. It’s cold. The snow is different with my heart. It’s white but my heart black. I fell into the darkness. Oh, now I know. Everyone has their own weakness. I never thought if Jang Hyun Seung can feel this hard. The most popular guy in his school is now crying like a baby because of his parents is divorcing. I shouldn’t cry. I shouldn’t cry. I can’t cry and I won’t cry. I don’t know what to do. I don’t know how to do. I just can spill out my trouble into this diary. I need a hand. I need someone. I can’t see the path. Where’s my way to get out from these all? I need a hand. I need someone that would tell me to close my eyes and tell me everything would be alright. I can understand. I was too cold to the world. They won’t accept me that easy."

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