Youmin's P.O.V

It's been 4 years since I'm engaged to the famous Lee Jinki a.k.a Onew of SHINee
he's been really busy these days due to his promotions and stuff so we barely meet each other

and here I am who have become a heir of my dad's company so I've been working, and has been as busy as Onew I think?

We still stay connect to each other even though it's only from video calls, texts, etc. 

"Lee Sajangnim," that's what the employees call me now

"Ah ne, what is it?"

"Here's the documents you've requested" she handed over the documents

"Ah, thank you"

"And, the president has given you a memo" she gave me a small piece of paper

"Thanks, you can go back to your desk" I took a look at the memo and smiled at her

Please come to my office and took care of the documents I've put on my desk, the orange one and can you take care of the finance reports too? - Dad

My dad has been busy these days too leaving the office early or doesn't come to the office at all
we still do lived in the same house but it's still very hard to meet him, so everytime in office, instead of talking to me he left a memo instead

I went to the 11th floor and went into the president room
as I'm in, I looked for the orange documents on the desk and took it
after I confirmed that it's the right document, since there are no other orange documents I went back to the 8th floor where my office is

"Assistant Kim, can you look for the finance reports and give it to me?" I went to my assistant's desk, Kim Sikyung that's located right outside my room

"Ah, I'll go look for it" she stood up and started looking at the lists

"Thanks" I smiled

I went back to my desk and read the documents I asked first
until I've confirmed it, I quickly changed the documents into the one my dad has given me

as I opened it, I realize it's a marriage form.
I think Onew-oppa has filled it and signed it as I could see his signature and handwriting on the form

Wait, I'm being too serious here...A MARRIAGE FORM?!

I'm still surprised about the form and watched it without any expressions

"Lee sajangnim," suddenly I heard assistant Kim's voice

"Ah, the finance report?" 

"Here, is there something wrong?" I could tell she's asking me that because I just looked like an idiot looking at the marriage form

"Ah..nothing really..." I tried to close the marriage form but I think she has seen it first

"You're going to get married?!" my assistant said in a pretty loud voice

"Sssh! Don't say it out loud" I put a finger on my lips as I've noticed that the voice haven't been heard from outside my room

"You're going to get married?" this time she whispered

"I still don't know, I just got this from my dad's desk" I answered in the same voice volume

"Ooh..I think I should get back now" she bowed and went out of my room

"What should I do about this form?!" as I was getting confused, I've decided to look at the finance reports my dad has requested me to take care first

after it's done, I'm back to the marriage form... WHAT AM I GOI-

in the middle of my confussion suddenly my smartphone rang
it's Jinki-oppa

"Yeobuseyo?" I answered in still a pretty weird voice

"Hey, hearing your voice, I think you've got the marriage form, huh?"

"Yeah..have you planned this all along?" 

"Well, I've talked to your dad..."

"But you haven't talked to me"

"Yeah...about that...sorry" I could hear he chuckled a bit

"What's you chuckling about?"

"I don't know, hearing your voice like this after a long time makes me happy, I guess"

"What do you mean a long time? We just talked yesterday"

"That's been 24 hours ago!" he sounded as childish as ever

"It's not that long..."

"It is! So..how's your day? Are you home yet?"

"No..I'm still looking at this form in my office..how about you?"

"Don't be too thoughtful about that form...I'm having my make-up done for my upcoming performance"

"What show this time?"

"Music Bank" 

"Onew-ssi, you have to go now" I could hear a woman's voice calling him

"I'm going now watch me live okay?"

"Fine...bye"

we hung up and I the tv right at the time he showed up

seeing him singing and dancing so energetically made me smile, it's not like I can see him sing and dance everyday..

***

"Ya, you're given a marriage form?!" my friend Jimin and I went to a cafe to talk about what we're going through

"Yes, and I still don't know what to do.."

"Well, of course sign it!"

"But, I still don't think right about this"

"You're overthinking!"

"I don't know..."

"Have you talked to him?"

"Yes and he said don't be too thoughtful about that form"

"Well, he knows you very well"

"What?"

"We all knew you'll be veryyyyyyyy thoughtful if you're given a marriage form"

"What do you have in your mind really?"

"I don't know...I just think it's not really a good timing, I'm still 24!"

"So what? Han Gain got married when she's 23! And she didn't regret it" she shrugged

"So you think I should just signed it?"

"Yes!"

Right when I'm about to talk, my phone rang and it's Jinki-oppa

"It's him right? Just answer it"

"Yeobuseyo?"

"Yeobuseyo? Where are you now?"

"I'm at Yun Cafe..why?"

"Can I come there now? I got some free time and I want it to be spent with you"

"Oh..sure"

"Okay..gidaryeo" he hung up

"Sooo??"

"He said that he's coming over"

"What? Then I should be get going" she started to pack her stuff

"Nooo there's no need"

"Noooo, you should spend the time with him only! I'll get going" she smiled, "Bye! See you soon!" she left the cafe and let me wait for him alone

after a few minutes he showed up with some disguise

"Are you Jinki-oppa?" I chuckled as I looked him in his disguise

"Hey..it's not like we're in England anymore that I can wear my casual outfit anywhere I want"

"Okay..okay..I get it"

"You've been here with someone?" he asked as he saw the left coffee and some food 

"Yes, with Jimin"

"Soo, what di you two talk about?"

"About something" I stick my tongue out

"Does that mean that you won't tell me?" 

"Yes" 

"Aishh, still keeping secret to your fiancee"

"So, how about a walk?" he asked

"It will be great! Where are we going to?"

"Anywhere you want" even though I can't see his mouth and eyes, I knew he's smiling since he's always smiling whenever he said that line

"Then I want to go to the airport"

"What? Are you leaving the country?"

"Noo.. I just want to think about those time again"

After he heard it, I think he gets what I'm trying to say

So we went on my car as he came with his van
as we arrived at the airport I started to remember when he ran to me as I was going away.. it made me smile

"You're remembering that time when I'm running like a some mad man, aren't you?"

I just nodded "Well, are you regretting it now?" I smiled

"Not at all" he pulled his mask as he leaned towards me and our lips started to meet each other as I could felt the warmth of his lips on mine

after an hour of nostalgic finally it's time for him to go back

"My manager's gonna pick me up, talk to you later" he waved as he went to the exit

There, I stood alone still thinking about the past..
what would happen if he didn't chase me
what would happen if we didn't realize that we're engaged

after a 30 minutes, suddenly I got a phone call

"Yeobuseyo?"

"Is this Lee Youmin?"

"Yes, it is"

"I'm from the Seoul Hospital informing you that Mr. Lee Jinki is here now at the emergency room because he got a car accident on his way"

I was in shock that I dropped my phone