The colourful mouthed princess, and the white lie prince

~314 days until~

park haeri's pov

 I smelled the strench of cleanser and sterilization. I stared at the white curtain around the bed i sat on.

I dread that i will be dying here.

I closed my eyes. I feel like throwing up! i bent over to grab a red bucket.

Oh ing great. I looked at the nasty white substance that had once been in my stomach! Why can't the lights turn off! it's so nauseating.

"Mrs. park?" a voice asked from out side the curtain. I knew who exactly this person was.

"I'm not ing alright if that is what you were going to ask" I whimpered. it was painful to talk, everything was painful. His voice makes me feel even worse. I grabbed for the bucket.

He quietly laughed, " It seems you are awake" He opened the curtain, letting even more light hit my eyes.

Blehhhhh. I puked

"Can't you just leave !" I coughed out bitterly.

"Not until i do a check up" he said while jotting things down on a check board.

I hate getting ing chemo. i only have a year left, no, less than a year until I'll underground. I want to live it freely.... not in a life , ing hospital, rotting away.

Kim Jaejoong's pov

I woke up to my parents fighting, again. How can they have anything to fight about the second they wake up?I took a deep breath as i stretched. I was still tired, I could barely sleep to the screaming from my parents heated argument last night.

I changed into a grey graphic tee, a dark red hoodie, a pair of black skinny jeans and a white belt. I put the hod over my raven black hair. I liked hoodies, It wakes it easier to hide your emotions. It's good for lying.

It's not like i like lying or anything, it is just that it makes my life easier so I do it.

I left my bedroom and headed downstairs. I passed my parents who immediatly stopped fighting.

"Where are you going?" My Mom asked.

"To school" I said bluntly, not even making eye contact with them.

Lie # 1

She nodded and let me go.

Why should I go to school? I'll go later. I want to sleep.

I went to a nearby park. The time was 7:15. I sat there watching young families coming to the park to play. They had no worries, they were happy. My parents never brought me to the park. My father was always sleaaping with some other girl. While my mother would just pretend nothing happend. Every night he would lie to her. I guess I got the lying from him.

I continued to watch. I wondered what it would be like if my parent brought me to the park back then? Would everything be better now? Would we be a well functioning family? Time: now 7:30. I decided to catch up on some sleep. I put on my black and white head phone and pressed shuffle on my Iphone.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EzmQb6eSX1M

Konayuki started playing. I was a song I came across on youtube one day. It was a really sad song. If I could cry I would've, but I haven't cried real tears in 5 years.

"It's impossible to live in the same time with no single quarrel
If we can't be honest, happiness and sadness are just meaningless"

That part of the song really hit me. Is my life really meaningless?

I closed my eyes and slowly fell alseep.

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I later woke up and looked at my watch.

9:15 am I guess I should go to school now

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I went through the halls. A teacher questioned why i was in the halls instead of class.

 "washroom"

Lie # 2

I headed down the halls to my class.I got to my classroom door and accidentally opened it too fast that it swung to the opposite wall making a loud sound.

"Mr. Kim? Why are you so late?" The teacher questioned.

"My dad had a heart attack" i quickly made myself shed a few tears, fake ones of course. the teacher  gave me a look of pity. The class bought it and the teacher did too.

Lie # 3

I turned to walk over to my desk. When I saw a pair of eyes glaring at me. It was coming from a girl that sits infront of me.

the colorful mouthed princess, Park Haeri.

How is it that she always sees through my lies?

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