Meeting Her Again (Flashback)
CAN YOU BE MA GIRL ???
L'S POV
i saw them in the restaurant, they saw me and thet wave their hands to me. i was searching left to right expecting hee chan will appear but it have no signal. i proceed in ther table with poker face because i dont want to see them but for my sister sake i will do whatever they want.
"myungsoo,,,son,,how are you?"my appa said
"obviously not good and never been good becauseb of the two of you do" i said loosing my temp
"shut up myungsoo, his your dad" my eomma said
"oh!really? because i never felt it.....honestly where is she? wheres my sister that you sent to the states? she was the reason i accept this nonsense,, so where is she?" i said shouting still standing
"will you please minimize your voice and sit down.....actually she was with us when we came back home" my eomma said, when i heard that, smile form in my face "really where is she?"
"she's in the house,,,she dont like to come with us even we said that we will goint to see you" my appa said i feel disappoint and my heart hurt to heard that because that was the 1st time that heechan rejected to see me
"dont woory myungsoo, we want to talk to you because your appa and i were plan that you have to continue your study, your manager and boss knew this already,, thay accept it because you have free schedule.. we want you to focus and care you sister and we are sure that its okay to you
because you miss her" eomma said
"its good to hear that, my sister and i will be together again......so i accept it...but before that, can i see heechan right now?"i pleaded
"sure!" thay said in unison
we dont waste our time and we go to my parents house where my sister is. when we made in the house i didnt know what to do, my heart beats fast. while we are entering the door i hear a melody of a piano that someone was playing and after we enter the door, there dhe is playing the
beautiful melody. even she was in the back position you will see how beautiful she is.
"heechan you have visitor here" my eomma said, she stopped playing and turn her face to me and she has a angelic face. i ran to her and hugged her, i can feel that she was shocked so i let her go.
"who are you?"she said
my heart feel rolling inside my body and have lots of torns that was really hurt
"chanee its me,,your 'oppa'" i said
"oppa? whos oppa,, i dont have oppa whos lying at me for 6 years" she said and ran to nowhere, tears flow in my face, i didnt konow what shes talking about. i follow her to her room but the cdoor was lock. i lean my ear to her door and i hear her crying.
"heechan-ah talk to me okay, i dont understand why are you so mad at me?..." i said crying
"you dont remember? how dare you? what kind of oppa are you? while we are kids, while i was dying sending in states, you said you will call me but what did you do no more voice of you" she said
now i understand... i low my head "mianhae1 i didnt mean to do it! actually when you are gone i plan to join the audition in wollim ent. to become an idol because i want to forget the bad things i experienced" i said
"oh! really and you forget me too,,,that was great" she shrug
"heechan-ah please...dont do this ,,,actually you're my inspiration so i'm here as an idol and i reached my dream for you" i said and i hear no answer but the sound of door knob and she open the door
"well actually i dont care if you are an idol so please leave me alone and truly forget me, because from now on i will not treat you as my brother AND I'M NOT YOUR SISTER!!" emphasizing the capital letters and closed the door
"heechan-ah mianhae" the only word i can say
hours past by and heechan never talk to me, she didnt open her door. i didnt go because i have a lot of thins to explain in her. the night came but no signal of her.
"myungsoo-ah do you want to go home?...its already late.." my eomma said
"actually THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT!!! if you didnt seperate us this is will not happen" i said and run to her room. i loose my temper and i really want to talk to her. luckily when i'm in her room the door was open. i enter and i saw her sleeping. i walked to her bed and took a sit.
i begun to talk to her even she is sleeping.
"heechan how are you?... i really really miss you.. mianhae for doing that but i didnt mean to do that...you dont know how hard for me to let you go but for your sake i will do whatever..so please forgive me?" i told to her and after that i kiss her forehead. after i told her that i
walk out to her room and say 'bye' to her
HEECHAN'S POV
when i heard him closed the door i open my eyes. i dont know what to do because i'm so mad at him. but when i heard what he said the angry feeling in my heart was lessen. but i wont go back to the past that i was sweet with him and i'm not his sister anymore and his not my oppa. even
he is an idol now because i dont want to have an uncomportable life.
AUTHOR'S POV
when L was going home. his eomma said that he will going to school with heechan. he smile to his mother and start walk home.
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