Monster
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It’s been a while since we’ve met, your face looks good
You got prettier too, though you always looked beautiful in my eyes
But today you look a bit different; you seem unusually cold
The gaze you put on me is full of pity, in front of you, I seem smaller
I act like it’s fine, trying to change the subject.
I have a lot I want to ask, but you cut me off right away.
Your long hair flowing in the wind, and it hit my cheek and leave.
You turn around and leave just like that, would I look silly if I try to hold you back?
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I cant think of anything to say, as you tremble, you take a step, two steps back
You say that I scare you now, you’re like a moon that makes me go crazy
I love you, baby i’m not a monster
You know how I was in the past, when time passes, it’ll all disappear, then you will know baby
I need you, baby i’m not a monster
You know me so don’t leave like this, if you throw me away, I will die
I’m not a monster.
You say no matter what happens, let’s be forever
You say when we’re sad, when we’re happy, let’s go till the end
You don’t (won’t) say that tomorrow..
I say, let’s love today as if it’s the last day.
A life without you is like an imprisonment for life, an extinction from the world to the point where I’d go crazy
Your existence is a chronic disease, a repitition of pain, you’re a lingering attachment in my heart
The people of the world have turned their backs against me, the corners of their eyes are all twisted up
But the greatest pain to me, is the fact that you became the same as them
I love you, baby i’m not a monster
You know how I was in the past, when time passes, it’ll all disappear, then you will know baby
I need you, baby i’m not a monster
You know me so don’t leave like this, if you throw me away, I will die
I’m not a monster.
Don’t go, Don’t go, Don’t go, Don’t leave me
Don’t do this, Don’t do this, Don’t do this, You don’t seem to be yourself
Getting farther away, love is breaking apart
Don’t find me, Don’t find me, Don’t find me, Don’t look for me
The last, last, last image of me in front of you – remember that
Don’t forget me
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I love you, baby i’m not a monster
You know how I was in the past, when time passes, it’ll all disappear, then you will know baby
I need you, baby i’m not a monster
You know me so don’t leave like this, if you throw me away, I will die
I’m not a monster.
I think I’m sick, I think I’m sick.
I think I’m sick, I think I’m sick.
Foreword
"How are you Dara? I didn't expect you to shave your head."
"Yeah. Me too. But I needed change you know Sunbae-nim."
Sunbae-nim. I'm starting to hate the word. The way she talks to me is full of coldness and the way she treats me makes me feel so small. Despite the "respect" she's showing I feel that she's cursing me instead.
"I know." I said quietly.
"So how are you Sunbae? There's a lot of news around you right now! Specially with So--"
"How was the world tour?" I said, cutting whatever nonsence that she was planning to say.
"It was great! there were lots of fans and I really enjoyed the tour though I'm still a bit tired. So if you don't mind sunbae I would appreciate it if you drive me to my dorm."
I nodded quietly. I felt more stupid than before. Why did I drag her? Why? Why? Why? I dont know what to say to her except
"I love you" and "'I'm sorry" There were things I wanted to say, things I practiced in front of the mirror but didn't come out. I guess, even my tongue shrinked away from her coldness.
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