Soooo, I know this is two years late and I literally can not put into words how sorry I am! To _ _JQ_ _ , mystic_waters, and authorinprogress97 I am so sorry and I hope you will continue to read my story despite the fact that I am a horrible author! I have made a promise to myself that I will continue to update this story to completion as I have rediscovered my love for k-pop and Korean variety shows as well. I actually have a few other ideas for other stories but I promise that this story will come before those if I do put the other ones out.

Again, I am so sorry and I do hope some of you are still interested ^^'

-Elena

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Just at the thought of you my body shakes 

Mir downed another shot, he couldn't even remember what he was drinking. The lounge was quiet with only a few men here and there talking. One group, however, was talking particularly loud. A man, whom Mir assumed had been on a mission as he was clueless, was talking.

"What's Mir doing here?"
"...You don't know?"
"Know what?"
"well, rumor has it that the boss took Mir's girl and then demoted him when Mir confronted him"

Mir's grip on the glass tightened and his face contorted into an angry scowl.

"He confronted boss?!"
"Well yeah, I don't blame him. He was crazy about her"
"But he actually confronted him..."
"If you want to call it that. He didn't get very far, the bodyguards gave him a pretty good beating from what I heard."

A crack appeared in the glass

"I feel bad for him"
"What about his girl? Did she willingly leave him...ya know for higher prospects"
"Now that, I don't know"

The glass shattered.

I can't forgive you

There was no coming back from this. Mir grimaced at the picture on his nightstand.
Mimi.
She looked so happy. He frowned recalling the way her eyes were when he saw her in that store. Her eyes...they were dead, the familiar spark had left them. He looked at the picture next to the one of Mimi and himself. This was Joon and himself, when they were young, grinning away at the camera. He picked it up gazing at it with cold eyes. Mir sneered before violently throwing it at the wall. The glass shattered and Mir smiled Satisfied.

From now on

Nothing could ever go back to before.