''Still not feeling well?'' Auntie asked. I nodded my head slowly. ''You're still having a fever'' she said touching my forehead. Honestly, I'm not the type who's getting sick everytime. More like two or three times a year. That one is more stronger than the last one. I caught it by baby-sitting a child. Her mother, a good friend of Auntie, couldn't skip work. Since I was in holidays (and it continues until March 3th), I volunteered myself. At first, I was fine. It's just five days later, when the little boy was okay and could go to the kindergarden that it started. It's been three days and I'm already getting tired of that fever, having difficulty to sleep at night. I can't even breathe with my nose, I need to use my mouth. My voice kinda sounds weird. ''I should get better soon to go see TVXQ on music shows with their comeback for the repackage album'' I exclaimed before coughing. ''I hope so and since the school year is starting soon, it would be unfortunate to not be there at the first day'' she respond. ''Do you want to go downstairs? I made porridge this morning before leaving for work''. I nodded before getting off from my bed and go downstairs. I went in the living room with my pillow, my big blanket and a tissue box for my nose. I the TV, even if I was sleepy. I started to watch a movie when Auntie arrived with the porridge. ''Careful, it's very hot'' she said. ''It was in a thermos but, I put it for a little moment in the microwave''. ''Thank you'' I respond with my strange voice. We ate together while watching the movie. After that, I lied down on the couch. The doorbell rang fifteen minutes later. I was closing my eyes at this moment. ''I wondered who is it''. Auntie went to open the door by saying ''Maybe a handsome boy''. ''Coming to heal me?'' I said coughing. ''Yunho, how are you?'' ''I'm fine and you? Did you take a day off today?'' He asked her. ''No, it's my lunchtime break now. Minsung ah just woke up when I arrived, but she's still sleepy. We ate together in the living room'' she respond as they entered the living room. ''Are you surviving?''. I opened my eyes and looked at him. ''Not faster than I thought'' I said while he touched my forehead. ''Andwae!!! I'm going to contaminate you'' I shouted, not a good idea because I started to cough loudly. ''I don't think so, I took a flu vaccine lately'' he said smiling. ''You're going to play a baby-sitter today?'' I asked smiling. ''I would like to but I have a schedule, so...'' he said feeling sorry. ''You're going to leave in a few minutes?'' I asked sad. ''No, more like in 2 hours maximum'' he respond ruffling my hair. ''Yeah!!!!!'' I exclaimed before coughing loudly. He laughed before giving me a water bottle. ''Thank you'' I said drinking. ''I have to go back at work'' Auntie said kissing us before leaving the house.  ''Chanmi is going to the same school as me'' I sighed. ''You still don't know? Maybe she's going to change'' Yunho respond. I was still lying down on the couch. ''Her? Change? That would be a miracle!''. He laughed a little bit. ''Yes, her. Sure, I don't really know her but maybe that by living in another environment with different kind of peoples, different culture. Maybe it will change something in her personnality, like you'' he said. I sat down and he looked at me. ''Naega??'' I asked putting a finger on me. ''Yes, you'' he smiled. ''How?'' I asked. ''Before, you would always speak in English when you were angry. Now it's in korean mostly. It was kind of funny and cute at first because of your accent. You were starting to get angry easily. Now, it less worst than before''. ''Yes, I kind of noticed it'' I respond shyly. ''Yunho, I'm curious about something''. ''What?'' He asked. ''What was your first impression of me?'' I asked. ''The first time that we met each other, It was so funny to see your face expression when you discovered that I was your brother. I thought at that time that you were like a shy/quiet little girl. I thought that it would be difficult to create a sibling relationship with you, but I found out later that I was wrong.You looked also like you're the one that would keep a lot of things inside of her, that doesn't like to open up about herself. I was right for this one but now I hope that it would lower''. ''Hey, you're also like that!!'' I respond. He just give me a little smile. ''And you, what was your first impression of me? the difference between TVXQ Yunho and Jung Yunho'' He asked. ''Hmm... not really a big difference. Even when I woke up after fainting. But after a while, I discovered that you could be very childish when I saw you with the staffs and stylists one time'' I laughed but started to cough. ''You're begining your last year of High School soon, you need to recover'' he said. I lied down again on the couch. You're scared right?'' He asked. I nodded looking at the ceiling. ''Time goes by so fast! I'm growing up, going to become an adult, having new kinds of responsabilities etc... I'm scared of many things'' I respond. ''In my head, the questions that I'm asking to myself all start with «What if..» '' I continued. ''Sometimes, we can't always prevent or change the moments that would appear in our life. That is a good or a bad period, you should constantly give yourself the chance to benefit it in a positive way. Who knows, maybe that after experiencing a bad period, something good will come to you. You're still very young, a lot of things will await you in the future. Becoming an adult, sure you will make some bad decisions. But, Everyone makes mistakes. Even someone older than you, adults still make bad decisions. That's great because the one who doesn't make mistakes will maybe think he/she doesn't need to work hard to achieve something. But, the ones who work really hard will achieve things with more deeper meanings compared to that person. Mistakes help you to improve yourself step by step. It's by experiencing bad things and not always having an easy path in your life that you will be able to face many things without problems. Don't worry about what will happen to you after High School. You will face a lot of things but I know that you will come throught them. You didn't inherit the family name Jung for nothing''. He took my hands to make me sit in front of him. I slowly raise my body to face him. He took his fingers to wipe off my tears. ''The army'' I whispered still crying. ''Don't think about the enlistement now. When it will come, it will come. For now, erase it of from your head'' He respond, putting a finger on my forehead softly. ''It will be the end of the world'' I said. ''No, two years will pass by quickly. I'm sure, like for an example: Leeteuk will return from the army in July''. He said before holding me in his arms. After a moment, he took my things and lift me. He went upstairs and entered my bedroom but didn't look carefully. My head hit the side of the door. ''It hurts!!'' I exclaimed touching my head. He looked at me worriedly. ''Mianhae, gwenchana?!'' He asked. ''Yes'' I respond before starting to laugh and coughing. While looking at me wondering why I was laughing, he put me on my bed. ''I was laughing because I thought that today wasn't my lucky one. Since the morning, I'm hurting myself with everything''. He covered me with my big blanket. ''You should sleep, you are tired'' he said sitting on my bed. ''No, I'm not saying this because you were laughing'' he smiled looking at my big eyes. ''You will leave after I fall asleep?'' I asked. He nodded before patting softly my head. ''Sing for me. Now that I think of it, you never sang for me before'' I continued. ''Okay, don't expect something incredible from me'' He respond before putting his big hand on my face to tell me to close my eyes. ''Why, you sing well though...'' . He started to sing «Rise...» and I closed my mouth. A live performance from him in front of me, I will never forget that moment. After a while, I opened my eyes.