One Last Thought

Hysterie

 

(Listen to좋은일만생각하기(Day By Day) by Girls’ Generation : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KOkB_B_IU2U)

* In case readers do not remember, three years have passed since the break-up. Hope you can keep the faith and stick with this fanfic :)

“Did you read the blog?” Jae Hyo was dropping me off at my parent’s farmhouse, which was going to be the venue for our wedding. Mama had decided to shift in from Busan when Woohyun and I broke apart. The shift became permanent once the engagement was announced.

“Um…” he narrowed his eyes at the road ahead. “Honestly?”

I quirked an eyebrow. “What else?”

Jae Hyo smiled and nodded. “Alright then. Well, I didn’t. When it first came out, I didn’t. I had already read your book, I wasn’t sure if I was prepared for the real version. But finally, I did. I was so into it, that halfway through I caught myself praying that things don’t end badly.”

I widened my eyes. “Really?” Jae Hyo shook his head and murmured, “You still think I’m a saint.”

I laughed lightly and stepped out when we reached. “Drive safely!” I said and waved him goodbye. Jae Hyo’s father had scolded him for not proposing to me lavishly and was punishing him by making him run around for wedding errands. The moment he left, I turned around and met two familiar faces.

“Akane! Seok-Hyun!” I squealed and ran towards them, hugging my Japanese friend and the man who had recently celebrated his son’s fifth birthday party. I invited them inside and embraced my mother when I heard that the visit was attributed to her.

“I am so proud of you,” said Akane. Her English had improved tremendously but I realized that some things were static, as she saw the preparations for the wedding and exclaimed, “Veeeryy coool.”

“Proud?” I slid my arm around her waist and said, “I should be proud of YOU. Heard you’re part of the UN now! Working in Geneva!”

Akane gave a modest smile and said, “Well, it’s all thanks to you. You have been such a patient teacher. But no, I was talking about you. You’ve finally become a writer! And the blog. Very brave of you.”

It was my turn to give a modest smile but before I could reply, Seok-Hyun patted my head and said, “I’m just glad that life is finally giving you all the happiness. All that trouble when you were young…don’t ever think that you’re getting too much. This is less than what the universe can give.”

I nodded and said, “I promise to make an effort to be happy. Don’t worry.” Akane almost jumped out of her dress when I told her she was going to be a bridesmaid and ran to the guest room where the fitting was taking place.

“What about me?” Seok Hyun teased. “Man of honour?”

“Ahem!” Kairi skipped to my side and stuck out her tongue. “That’s me! MAID of honour!”

“And don’t,” Hoya joined, “even think about best man.” He pointed to himself and the two proceeded to prod my poor friend about marriage scoop from his side. I shook my head and wondered if the couple could be suffering from an extreme case of Peter Pan syndrome. My gaze then ashifted to the staircases, which were being adorned with flowers that looked like daisies. Ji Hyun, my high school friend and the wedding organizer, saw me and winked. “Just leave it to me!” she shouted and I grinned, giving her a thumbs up. I looked up at the canopy hanging above the end of the hallway, underneath which Jae Hyo and I would become ‘husband and wife’. “I’ve never understood the whole ‘man’ and wife think,” I had complained. “Like, what is a wife then? A possum?” Without any problems, the vows were altered.

Seok-Hyun is right, I thought to myself. After all the troubles I’ve been through, this is a welcome change. I smiled at Hoya and Kairi who were holding hands and deciding which bow tie would suit him the best. All’s well that ends well, a voice in my head whispered.

All that matters in the end, is that you loved.

The voice from my past echoed in my mind and suddenly, a pang of nostalgia hit me. If only Woohyun were here.

“Where are you Woohyun?” I whispered out loud. “Where in the world are you?”

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--oreos #1
great job!
Hopuxx
#2
Chapter 49: Oh god.. You have no idea what kind of an emotional rollercoaster has my life been because of this fix... Truthfully I honestly just missed "Yoongi happened" a lot so I came to your profile to read it again, but something made me scroll down your other stories and I'm glad i did ;; It took me many school sleepless nights and getting scolded in class for staring at my phone but I'm finally finished ;u; I felt a lot of things during it, angry at the turn of events, confused at times at Sayas way of thinking and such but that is something not many authors can accomplish and I love thus fic a lot ;; Thank you for writing it and good luck on your future works !!!
harukikara
#3
I've had this sitting on my favorites for months now and couldn't bring myself to sit down and read through it. Perhaps because I was in a sense going through the same situation. But last week, I began plowing through the story and finished it. This story is touching in so many ways and strong advice for those entering, in and leaving a relationship. So glad I wasn't intimated by the length of the story cause it was worth it. Thank you for writing this.
JonginWife #4
Chapter 1: Next chappie ^^
E_magine
#5
Chapter 52: Wow great story I really enjoyed it ^_^
E_magine
#6
Chapter 43: Oh what's happening here? ;-)
E_magine
#7
Chapter 32: It was Hoya's turn to collapse LOL
E_magine
#8
Chapter 17: I seriously find this writing truly exquisite and that's from not reading it yet. If I could compare fanfics to wine I would say this one matured well :D
LilacToupee #9
Well, that was a whirlpool of emotions. I cannot comprehend Jaehyo's feelings without turning into an utter sap again, so all I can say is, you did a really fantastic job acknowledging and confronting that 'ignorance is bliss' mentality some people live by, as well as the conventionality of living by the rules and what's wrong and what's right. Some parts of the story...I can't say I've not seen before, but I'm glad you've managed to twist the plot to make it yours. You pull at heartstrings even since from the start (I won't say it's the scenes in the rain dampening spirits everywhere). That indescribable loneliness people struggle to grasp. Everything is so startlingly tangible, you can't help but feel for the characters and feel some more. I don't know what this is, but reading Hysterie has made me feel a little happy and a little sad and now I have to go do something to keep my emotions in check. Thank you.