Like always.. I’ve got nothing to do just wondering..

I wonder about almost everything from awhile..
Nothing really is clear to me..
every time I try to think about it my chest hurt me badly
that
I wish I can take it away
its harsh just if you know.. Yunho!

Everyday , everything get worse than before
its everything you do
if you noticed
my eyes are always on you
watching carefully every step you take, every breath you have
I know everything inside you.

I know it all, after what I saw from you to me..
CARELESS, BLINDNESS, IGNORING..
its all what I’v got
if you noticed ..
And you never know what I have here in my heart, don’t you?!

I have nothing to do anymore with you, I can’t bare it no more, so I better say goodbye

'Crying'

“oh.. Hey Jae~.. you are here.. finally, I was wondering around searching for you, don’t scare me like that” Yunho running to the silky haired boy and sitting down bedside him who was in beach but yet no replay came from Jaejoong, an awkward silence past through ‘til the sad boy broke it

“then! What do you want?”

Yunho turned to see Jaejoong in the face

“what do you mean by that? Huh~”

Jaejoong didn’t say anything else just glaring at the sea waves, yunho started again

“oi boojae, are you not feeling good?”

the clueless boy raised his hand toward his band-mate.