I lied down on a green grass, hoping and waiting for the best words to come that I must hear. . . The guy beside me right now. . . I really love him that I had to wait for him to speak and spill everything he feels about me. . .

"Uhhmm. . . Hey. . . "

I looked at him with a curious look. 

"Yup?"

"I love you. . Snce the first time I saw you. I didn't know that you never knew about it."

Is he confessing?. . I love him so much that I can't even answer him. I looked away so that he won't be able to see my tears. . 

"I'll go back to the Philippines tomorrow. . " My tears dripped out of my eye as if I stabbed an onion. . 

"I will wait for you to come back. . "

"What if I won't come back?" I turned my back on him and cried silently and continued "What if we won't see each other again.?"

"I will still wait." he answered back, as if he was the strongest man in this earth. . But no, I could feel hi crying silently at my back. . 

"Even if it'll take forever? Even if I don't come back? Even if we die?" I asked him, tears dripping out of my eyes so hard. . 

"Even if we die. Even if we'll live apart when we are born again. My heart will find you. That's because I love you." He said. . .

Why does he love me so much. . . that even in afterlife, he'll still love and find me. . 

Do KyungSu. . . .I'll never forget you. . .

I guess the clouds felt how and what my heart is feeling right now. . Empty, cold . . . and feels like it's raining emotions inside me. . 

As the rain pours down onto us. . I cried until the last drop of my tears emptied. . 

I hugged him so tight. . . Held his hand so tight and he said "I love you. . ." 

When will I be able to see you again. . When will I be able to hug you again like this. . 1 year? 5 years? 10 years?. . . or . . . never. . . 

This empty heart of mine will miss you. . .