It's been two weeks since I hadn't seen LuHan. By see, I mean see him in magazines and commercials. 

I hope he's somewhere safe. Away from this hell hole and as far away from that bastard. 

It's also been two weeks since I last had a meal. My body's living primarily off water. When you're not with the person you're meant to be with, nothing seems to matter. Even your own health. 

Just as always, Taylor (his butler), knocked on the door for his meal. Before he could even answer, Canton and him were already inside. 

   "How many times do I have to tell you Taylor? I won't eat anything, I'm not hungry," Sehun announced still staring outside the window. 

   "I'm afraid this time you can't refuse Joon," 

Sehun abruptly spinned on his heels to find Jonathan and Taylor at the door way. 

He examined what should have been the food tray, but was instead replaced with a syringe. 

   "I'm not sick," Sehun said still staring at the horrifying sight. 

   "No Joon, I need you in perfect shape. I don't have use for broken toys," Canton's voice was full of authority. 

"Strap him down Taylor, two doses. One to the arm, another to the neck." 

Sehun backed away, and plunged against the curtains. It wasn't that he was scared of needles, it was theat they weren't even needles. They were thick and about 12" long. How could that possibly enter ones skin. 

He shuffled around the room until Canton got irritated. 

   "Enough playing around Joon! Taylor grab him now," 

   "Yes Master,", Taylor's feet went towards Sehun unwillingly. 

Once Sehun was cornered, he grabbed him by his arms and lunged him towards the bed. 

Damn, he's 47, but he's unbelievably strong. 

Sehun wrestled on the bed and began to squirm. Taylor strapped his ankles and wrists to the bed posts. 

   "Taylor please," I pleaded with him. 

   "I'm sorry Joon, I really am," Taylor avoided eye contact with him. 

Canton remained stood at the doorway while Taylor put on a pair of latex gloves and began filling the syringe with a clear liquid. 

My throat began to close up and it became hard to swallow. Beads of sweat ran down my forehead and neck. 

When Taylor stood by my side, my heart began to race. It won't stop, it just won't stop. My heart kept going faster and faster, soon it would come out my chest, and then----

I felt the cool alcohol swab against my right arm. Taylor gave the syringe two flicks and pressed it against my skin. 

   "Forgive me Sehun," Taylor whispered this faintly that it almost made me think he hadn't said this at all. 

Before I could take in another breath, he pierced it right in me. 

My eyes bolted wide open. And my jaw hung. 

   "AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH" my screaming hung over the air for what seemed the longest time ever. 

I clenched my hands and er back and forth trying to break free hopelessly from the straps. 

Taylor went to go refill the next syringe with another clear liquid which gave me time to catch my breath. 

A hot sensation ran throughout my whole arm, going up and down to my fingertips. 

As Taylor stood by my side to give me the second dose, Canton made him pause. 

   "Does it hurt Joon," he asked as if he cared. 

My voice couldn't give an answer even if I wanted it to. I looked back at his with hateful, ready eyes. 

He smirked back in reply. "Go on," 

Taylor turned my head to the side and kept it in place. He held me by the jaw, and rubbed alcohol to disinfect the area. It was close to my jugular, too close. 

I swallowed countless of times trying to clear my dry throat in vain. 

   "Breathe Joon, breathe," Taylor's voice gave me an ounce of hope. 

Again he placed the syringe against my skin, but this time it wasn't placed slanted. It would go straight down. 

He shot it right down in one hard blow and all that could fill my ears, Canton's, Taylor's and the maids in the house were my cries. 

I yelled, until my head buzzed and all I could hear was the vibrating of my vocal cords breaking. 

A/N: A little longer chapter this time :)) Sorry it's not the happiest one ^^" Thanks for all the support, and keep subscribing. Happy Xmas and New Years