CHARACTER COLORS:

yoseob

junhyung

doojoon

hyunseung

kikwang

dongwoon

Meeting your girlfriend's scary father for the first time is akward.

seeing your friend is awkward.

having your parents walk into you watching is even more awkward

but all of that combined is a walk in the park compared to this very moment where i just revealed my biggest secret, that I, am a flaming homoual. Okay not to that extreme but i do love the . I fanboy when i see hot men. I drool when i see chocolate abs. i giggle when they're and wet towel eachother's bare booty and watch it become bright cherry red...wait what the douche am i talking about? ahem, too much information yang yo.

"You're...what??" 

Thank you kiki for breaking this almost 10 minute awkward silence. seriously, 10 minutes?? you'd think I had told them i was born half Llama and have an evil twin brother named julio but alas, i can see why they'd be shocked. I mean they did think I was dating my best girl friend eunji. Those late nights i'd come home was not because me and ji were planning our lives as Mr. and Mrs Yang. Instead, we'd be out robbing y nightwear and giving it out to the single folks who feel like they're not y enough...no i kid, but seriously though, people shouldnt think that way. everyone is beautiful in their own special way...okay off topic! the real reason why is that she'd be there to listen and comfort me when i'd be bawling my eyes out after seeing a lovely and happy moment of the JunRA couple. That's right, i'm hopelessly in love with a certain yong junhyung. Yet,i'll never reveal that to my members, well woonie knows, but everyone else, no way jose.

"well i'll always support you hyung! my opinion of you wont change. As long as you're happy than i am too!" Ah woonie. you're seriously awesome. I turned to flash a bright smile to our maknae.

"Just like what dongwoon-ah saids, we dont think any differently of you. you're still our cutie yang yo"

"Yeah! you could have told us you were a half llama with an evil twin brother named julio and we'd still love you!"

woah...what?? damn, this broski seriously never fails to suprise me with his ninja mind reading skills. For realz though, it seriously freaks me out sometimes

"That was very charming kikwang" a sarcastic beast member mumbled as he gave kiki a 'wtf' stare.

"i know right! sometimes i amaze myself! you know i can.."

"ANYWAY! just like everyone else has already said, it's your life yoseob-ah. we'll support you, always" doojoon smiled as he ruffled my hair in an affectionate manner. I couldnt help but tear up at everyones' kind words. All this time, I was afraid for nothing..these guys are the best

"thank you guys...that means alot .." i choked up in mid sentence, tears of happiness streaming down my cheeks

"awh yoseob-ah dont cry! you're making me tear up too..." sniffles followed as hyunseung pulled me into an embrace. I laughed softly as i snuggled my face into his warmth.

"Hey junhyung. why so quiet? aren't you going to say something too?" I stiffened immediately, my heart stopping for a quick second before it rapidly begins beating again. junhyung...what do you think...please dont reject me..

I slowly pulled away from seungie's embrace to shyly glance over to an expressionless junhyung. His peircing gaze, left me biting my bottom lip nervously as i glanced down to my feet, not being able to lock gazes with him.

"its your life. you choose to do what you want to do with it.." okay...that sounded kinda..bad? i mean it's not rejection but still..did he have to say it like that?

I bit my lip harder. Not now heart. please stop clenching whenever you feel like it 

"thank you junnie.." i gave him a small smile, as i glanced up at him but already his attention on me was gone as his phone began to ring that special ringtone..the one that let everyone know who was the cause of that special smile on junhyung's face. 

"Sorry guys. i have to go. i promised i'd take hara out tonight for her birthday " 

he waved at our beast members constant teasing remarks as he answered her call saying something about he'll be there in 10 minutes to pick her up. My heart feeling even more heavier than usual. why is it hard to breathe properly these days? why is it only when you go to her junnie? 

i felt a familiar hand squeezing my own in a reassuring squeeze as i watched the love of my life walk out the door, leaving my heart behind without a backward glance. My love..isnt enough when he has her to make his life brighter.

Heart, its time...for us..to let go. but please, just for today, let this be the last time you clench so painfully. I hurt too. so let us weep this one last time and tomorrow, let us start a new beginning...one without the love for our junnie. 

hey guys! chapter 2 is done!! ^_____^ 

how do you guys think it turned out?? i actually wrote this about an hour ago and i wanted to leave it for tomorrow but i thought...hmmmmm maybe i should just post it up now and maybe chapter 3 tomorrow?? it all depends! but i want to get far in this story before i begin posting up other stories. idk, but i seriously can't juggle 2 different stories like most of you awesome talented peeps can T_____T oneshots also count, but maybe if i get inspired enough, ill post those asap the moment i finish writing them! Anyways enjoy the second chapter! <3333

mucho amor for you all! <33

P.S again...PLEASE excuse my grammer mistakes >____< i should seriously look over my work before i post it up but i feel like if i do, i'll lose confidence and start all over again Dx