"So does this mean it's good-bye?"

CHARACTERS:

Lee JiMun(YOU): A 17 year-old girl. She's kind hearted and cares for everyone she loves. She lives an ordinary life....or so she thinks she does. She doesn't realize that she has a decease that's bound to end her life anytime. Everyone that knows her, knows about this decease. They tend to keep it a secret from her because they don't want her to worry too much or else it'll make the decease more worse than it really is.

SHINee Members: These SHINee members treat JiMun like their little sister. They're like brothers to her.They're always by her side no matter what, even if JiMun finds it annoying sometimes. They know about her condition and they plan to make her enjoy her life as long as her body can take. When they see JiMun alone in deep thought, they would be extremely worried because they don't want her to think too much or else it won't help her at all. They are very caring for her.

Yang Yoseob: He's 19 years-old....dead. He was sent down to earth to help JiMun with her problem because he once had gone through it and he failed to resolve it. His assignment was to help JiMun from dieing with this decease. He does everything he can to help her live for the rest of her life. But there's a small detail......during his mission, he finds himself falling for her. But he knows he cannot love a living because he does not exist anymore. He says to himself "just finish, then go back". He does not plan to stay any longer than he regularly should.

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Hello!! This is mainly a YOU & Yoseob fanfic. They SHINee members are also a major part of course!

and some other minor characters may come in but idk when.

BUT! I do hope you'll enjoy! Subscribe and comment please!

here's some cuts from the chapters!

(NOTE: Some of these Previews won't happen in the first chapter or so kk!)

OK! on with the previews!!

hope you enjoy the previews though!!heheh I gave you a lot, but there will be LOTS of chapters!

I don't want it to end quickly

-lilSHINee

(The one that wrote "We're NOT Disbanding!.....right?") :P

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Preview's:

"will you just leave me alone!!" I yelled at him

"Look! No matter how annoying I might get to you, I CANNOT leave your side! No matter what! I must complete my task! Whether you like it or not!" He yelled back at me.

"And what exactly is your task!? Making me stress even more!? Well bravo because you doing a very good job of that!" I hissed as he stepped closer to me.

"Just let me do my job. Once I'm done, I promise you, I SWEAR, that we'll never see each other ever again" I smirked

"Good! Let's get this job done faster so I won't have to see your annoying face anywhere near me!" I yelled then walked away

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"hm..well what do you know! You actually made my condition better" I smiled.

"told ya! You must be very happy now since you won't see me again very soon" He said with a childy voice.

"Happy? I'm thrilled with excitement to never see you and your annoying face ever again!" I got up and started to walk away.....but the farther I got from him...the more my heart stings. And the more I realized something...something clear....

I won't be happy when he leaves....in fact.....I think I might feel lost without him...I thought to myself

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"Why are you doing this!? Are you trying to kill yourself!!" I looked up and saw Yoseob dragging me far away from the cliff.

"wh...why are you here?"

"I'm supposed to be protecting you remember! What the heck were you thinking!? Your getting better, and you'll be able to live happily now without stressing and without seeing my annoying face!! why would you jump off a cliff!? Do you want this desease to spread through your whole body!?"

"YES!!" Yoseob froze for a minute.

"what? Are you crazy! Why would you want that!?"

"If wanting you to stay longer, wanting you to protect me more, wanting you to stay by my side, wanting to see you face everyday, wanting to eat with you, wanting to have child-like fights with you, wanting to pass notes with you in class, wanting to play with you, wanting you to wipe my tears when I cry, wanting you to watch over me, and wanting to see the person I fell in love with everyday, is called crazy....then call me insane" I cried.

"...JiMun....I....I..... I can't let you injure yourself because of me...I'm dead!" I shook my head.

"then let me die to" Yoseob shook me visciously

"NO! I cannot let you kill youself! What about your Oppa's! They care for you! They would be under depression thinking it was their fault! I can't let you do that! And I will NOT let you do that!" Yoseob yelled.

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As I finished shopping. I hid the small little box in my bag and headed home. I wanted to surprise Yoseob....but it's weird how he said he wanted to stay home today....he was always beside me...

As I was walking, I saw a flashing light coming from my house....

"light?...oh no! no.....no..NO!!" I began running to my house and tried to open the door quickly.

"come on!! OPEN!!!" I was frustrated trying to unlock the door with my key since I was panicking.

I looked up and saw the light was gone...NO!!

I pushed the door open and ran inside my room.

"YOSEOB!" I yelled as I entered inside....nothing....he wasn't here....everything seemed untouched....

I ran out the room and searched the whole house.

"Yoseob.....where are you?....YOSEOB!!" I screamed, but no reply.

I walked back to my room and noticed a letter layed on my bed. I picked it up, opened the envelop and began reading:

　

Dear JiMun,

 

The past few months have been a part of me. I can't ever forget you.

If I could, I would stay with you forever...but apparently I cannot do so.

 

I have completed my task. As Promised, I must leave. If I could,

I would break our promise, but I cannot because it is also part of my job to leave.

That is the reason why I wanted to stay home, I didn't

want you to see me leave. It would be too painful for the both of us.

 

I will not forget the times we've spent together. I have felt

very close to you in just days...parting you feels like I have

just lost a part of me.

 

The day you tried to commit suicide from the cliff still trigers

my head.

I could not imagine losing you because I to have feelings for you.

 

I hope you will not forget me as well...And I hope

we will be able to see eachother later on....Take care

 

Love your guardian angel,

Yang Yoseob

 

I began to cry silently on my bed. I placed the letter down and wrapped myself in my arms...crying myself to sleep.

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"Make a wish!!" They cheered.

I closed my eyes, took a deep breath,opened my eyes and starred at the candles

"I wish for....." I froze in thought...the one and only thing I could think of was impossible to give.....

"wish for....??" Taemin was eager to find out.

I looked up at them and I knew they could see sorrow in my eyes.

"Yoseob..."

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I starred at this boy chatting with his friends, laughing with them, waiting for their turn to be on stage.

so familiar.... I watched him practicing the dance steps, trying to get it down correctly.

"Turn your head....turn your head.." I hoped. I wanted to see his face, because from the back he looks familiar, Instead of golden brown...his hair's black...maybe I'm mistaken...

I sighed then decided to hand their manager the papers. I was walking pass them.

"excuse me. Trying to go through" I bowed to them as I walked by...but my body immediately froze to that one familiar boy....who also starred back at me

It can't be....I'm not dreaming right?...it's been a year or two already.....

I walked closer to him, I noticed his confused expression...but I ignored that part.

I smiled a little, knowing that the person I've been waiting for is back.....

"Yoseob...."