Eli's P.O.V

"No, he can't.. I know it" I say to my self while pacing back and forth in my room, repeating the words over and over again. I start hearing loud knocking on my door which interupts my thoughts *BANG BANG* "Yah hyung!" I try to ignore the person knocking but fail. "What is Dongho?" I say in a annoyed tone "open the door please hyung, talk to me" I can hear the concern in his voice. 

I let out a long sigh and opened the door. The younger walked in with his head hanging down, before I could ask what he wanted he spoke up "You can't hide in here forever you know?" he was right but this place kept me from going insane "Agggrh, Dongho I-I don't know what to do anymore. My feelings grow stronger everytime I see him..." I didn't realize stopped talking and began to think about his brown eyes, slim and frail body and how his voice songs like an angel when  he sings or how he lets the music flow through him as he dance's "Kevin." I say out loud and let a smile appear on my face

"Hyung.." I glance at his face, eyes searching for something. Me maybe? not sure and then he said "He wants to know what you're thinking, Kevin hyung is hurt-" "Shut up! Don't lie to me Dongho, he doesn't care" I spit out rather harshly but how am I meant to believe that someone so perfect could ever care about me. "I'm not lying! Do you really think I came here to tell you lies? I may not look like I care at times but right now I do" His face changed from worried to angry "How long have we known each other Eli hyung? Three years hyung, I've been there with you through everything. The time you realized your feelings towards Kevin hyung or when you became to distant yourself so why, why would I lie about this"

I don't want to look at him, when he gets like this it means I really did hurt him "Dong-" before I could say anything he was out the door and by then I was in tears 

A/N - first chapter done rather short and borring I know.. I'm sorry >.>