2. Fixed Star

Empty Decorations~ [Woogyu Ver.]

I suggest to read this chapter along with the said song. Just to spice up the effects... LOL. Enjoy~

 

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There must be some things I can’t ever do, like forgetting you

I gave you too much of my heart, so much that it’s almost pathetic

If I could turn back times, I would do anything

Why didn’t I think of something like this sooner?

These are all useless regrets because everything is over now

 

“Woohyun hyung, what are you doing? Hurry up! We’re going to be late for the recording!” Woohyun heard Sungyeol shouted from outside. Difficultly, he replied. “Coming!” Painkillers… Where are my painkillers..? “HYUNG!!! PALLII!!!” “I’m coming!!!” Woohyun suddenly remembered something. God… I have eaten the last painkiller last night!!! Please give me strength to go through this day…

 

Can I ever forget you? Can I get through this alone?

Am I strong enough to endure this?

And not put my fallen tears to waste?

Can I try to smile? It will take as long as the time that has already passed

 

“Why are you taking so long, hyung?” Myungsoo asked, as soon as Woohyun stepped out of the door. “I’m searching for something.” It hurts… My head hurts so much… “Why are your eyes red and teary?” Sungyeol asked, observing the slightly older boy. “They’re not.” “Are you crying, Woohyun?” Hoya looked at him, worriedly. “I’m not.” My head… It husrts… “Stop worrying about him, hyung. I’m sure he’s fine. Maybe he’s just finished crying his heart out because of Sunggyu hyung.” Sungjong stated, not bothering if he hurt the older. Jongie…

 

Why didn’t you erase your trace, so it would look like nothing had happened?

I’m breathing, but I feel like I’m slowly dying

These are all useless regrets because everything is over now

 

“Alright guys. Good job. Your schedule has ended, so you’re free to do anything, to go anywhere. Just don’t go home too late, arasso?” “Neh~!” The Infinite boys grinned happily, except for Woohyun. I need to see Junhyung hyung… My painkillers are gone… Woohyun heard s were discussing about their plans for today. “Where do you want to go, Woohyun?” he heard Dongwoo asked. “Don’t worry about me. You guys have fun.” He got up, going out from the dorm and started walking.

 

Can I ever forget you? Can I get through this alone?

Am I strong enough to endure this?

And not put my fallen tears to waste?

Can I try to smile? It will take as long as the time that has already passed

 

Woohyun was walking by the roadside, trying hard to keep his eyes open despite his throbbing head.       I wonder how are you, Sunggyu… how are you doing? I’m not fine… I’m dying, Sunggyu… Is it even possible for me to meet you again? Weakly, Woohyun stepped into the hospital as soon as the white building came into his sight.

 

The memories are still piercing through me with sympathetic eyes

My body is still trashing in agony

Maybe I can’t, I can’t let you go

 

“Oh my god Woohyun! You looked horrible!” Junhyung said, as soon as the latter entered his room. “My head hurts so much, hyung…” he complained, weakly. A few moments later, he was swallowed by darkness. Sunggyu, am I being selfish if I say that I don’t want you to forget me at all?

                                                                                                                                                                    

I wonder if your mind is the same as mine

I wonder if you’re hurting alone

I must still be worrying about you

I wonder if I’ve been erased from your mind, erased forever

Should I just go and be erased forever?

Honestly, I think that’s what I afraid more than saying goodbye.

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sunggyu_chingyu #1
Chapter 8: i reread this again after woohyun told us about his health ㅠㅠ omg i can't imagine this happening someday noooo ㅠㅠ
Infnt791
#2
Chapter 8: So sad :'(
madihask
#3
Chapter 8: Omg this is so..... i... i dont know what to say. I feel so sad. Ooo no i m crying now and my family is looking at me weirdly hahahaha *crying more*
Alvin_19 #4
Chapter 8: It 's my first english fanfics.. And You make me cry...
namudes #5
Chapter 8: What should I do? you make me cry ㅠㅠ
ndreeanny #6
Chapter 8: what is this? My namu...
this is fshxjbrvtsoamqlab
don't know how to say
i just...
Leaderkim87 #7
Chapter 8: Thanks for make me crying river here.... ㅠㅠㅠㅠ
adrenalinerush93 #8
Chapter 8: . im in a maternity clinic right now, waiting for patient then i read this. omfg how am i suppose to go on with the rest of my remaining 4 hours in my shift when my heart has been shattered into pieces?! wae, authornim. wae?! T.T

i'm crying with the crying new born infant here. gaaaaah! T.T

but this story is good... it's just that.. it's really heart breaking. T.T
seonkyu_0609 #9
Chapter 8: I really cried hardly.. ㅠㅠ