It is a story of 2 years ago…       

“Hyunseung, come here!” Junhyung called me while eating the food. As I came to him, he asked me to sit. Seems he was really concentrating on eating. “Yes?” I asked as I started to feel boring to just sit and watching him eating. “Doojoon said that we will meet our siblings, the girl band that will associate with us while working.” Junhyung told me with his slumber face, as usual. Oh! It makes me feel excited. They must be really beautiful.

                The time had come. We met them as what have been organized by the company. As I thought! Oh, so this is the combination of United Cube! Beast and…. I just noticed that I still didn’t know their group name. I looked every face of them. Since it was our first meeting, we spent the first 20 minutes of meeting with such an awkward moment.  Everyone was introducing themselves, including me. So they were 4Minute.

                While eating, once again I looked every face of them. One of them look attractive to me. Ah! What is her name, how can I forgot it! This is the strong evidence that I didn’t pay attention during the self-introduction. I had tried to remember but failed. “Hyunseung-ah, wae? Why made such a weird face?”  Ah! What to do…. Without hesitation, I stood up and went to the restroom.

                I walked out from the restroom to go back to my seat. My feet stopped moving abruptly. I felt like my heart missed a beat. What a shock! That woman stood up in front of me with such an innocent face. “Ah, mianhae oppa! I came because I worried about you. You had been in the restroom for a long time.” Eh? I really thought that I was away for just about 3 minutes. “Gwaenchana? You looked uncomfortable.” “Do I?” Do I really looked like that? Seems my face showed the wrong feeling of me. I was just thinking the name of the girl. Let’s try to be a gentleman! “Err…can I know, what is your name? I’m sorry but I forgot.” Oh! Its embrassing! I really felt that my face had turned red. “Kim Hyuna!” She answered it with a cute smile. My heart beating fast. I’m so lucky! I really thought that she would feel disappointed as I forgot her name. “Kaja!” Again, my heart beating even faster. She pulled my hand to go back to our seat.

                When we arrived the table, she let go of my hand. I just watching her over and over. Once again she smiled at me. I melted! Two hours had passed. Everyone just having a small talk. I walked to Hyuna since I saw her was alone. Just being brave for a while. “Annyeong…” I greeted her.  “Hyuna! What are you doing?” Suddenly the leader Jihyun greeted Hyuna. “Eh, am I bothering you guys?” “No! Not really,” I denied although it is really bothersome. Then she left without saying anything. “Will you go out with me? I mean, I just want to be your friend.” Seems Hyuna still doubting to accept or reject. At last, she accepted my offer. We went to the town. We had a whale time together. Since that time, I knew more about her.

                In about 6 months later, I had gained enough bravery to confess to Hyuna. I had kept the feelings for 6 months. When both of us have the free time, I asked her out to a park. With that nervous feeling, it took me time to do that. Lastly, “Hyuna, I want to tell you something.” I talked with such serious face. “Saranghae…” Obviously my face turned red. Why took so long to just say the love words. Hyuna seems shocked hearing my statement. “Would you like to love me back?” Suddenly the words came out from my mouth shamelessly. “Mianhae oppa…we were being close before, but I just thought you were just my bestfriend. I have no such feelings to you…” She left after saying that words without giving me time to reply. I was left there alone like a fool. Yeah…we were just bestfriends…

2 years later…                                                                                                                                                      

                2 years had passed. But my feelings to Hyuna had never changed. I was trying to forget her but I can’t. So I passed the 2 years with the feelings stay inside deep in my heart, like a thorn – hurting my heart everyday.

A lot of songs that had been released. A lot of places that we had went. A lot of memories that we had collected. Suddenly the company was organizing for me and Hyuna to work together in a song. Then it will be my comeback stage since it has been a long time Beast didn’t released any song or performing in any concert or showcase. Then I would be meeting Hyuna everyday. It would be hurting me a lot.

For the new EP of us, Troublemaker, the company really gave myself the new look. They made me gaining weight, changing my hairstyles and so on.

It was the first day of our new MV making. We started with practicing cheoreography. A few months had passed. Here we came, the first day of MV shooting. It was really tiring! Everyday Hyuna and I were hanging out together, eating together and always having a talk together. The hurt in my heart seems to be reduced as I can see the happiness of Hyuna. Her smile and laughter had cured my heart. But still, it is not fully recovered yet.

I was looking at Hyuna from a far distance. Suddenly, I was caught red-handed on looking Hyuna. It was really embrassing! What to do, I just showed a straight face. From there, Hyuna must knew that I was still loving her. Oh, deep in my heart, I was still hoping her to love me back. I got to use the opportunity of working together to steal her heart.

“Hyunseung!” JunHyung came to the shooting location. He said that he just want to visit me. Ah, he was the only one of my members came and visit me. Where were the others? “Hey, I have heard about you and Hyuna…. Did you liked her?” My hand stopped feeding my mouth the food. I looked him. Without saying anything, I continued eating. “Hyunseung ah, I can see it through your eyes. Let me tell you something. You are now turned into a very attractive person. If you try and try to get her, it is not possible for her to fall in love with you.” As he stopped talking. I looked his face. He showed his genuine smile. Then he patted on my shoulder. Seems he was giving me the courage.

“Hyuna! Let’s go outing. I will treat you ice cream.” I am going to use the opportunity to confess to her for the second time. We went to an ice cream stall nearby. Oh! Its been a long time I didn’t eat ice cream. At last I can eat it, I have been craving to eat the ice cream.  After buying the ice creams, we sat on a bench under a big shady tree. As we could see, the surrounding really made me felt calm and fresh. Now is the time, “Hyuna….” Suddenly my phone rangs. “Yeoboseyo?” Ah! We were asked to go back to the shooting location. I had missed the chance. It’s okay! Let’s try again next time.

Day by day had passed. The MV making ended with flying colours. The song really had got a very great response from the fans. It has been the top songs in many radio stations recently. Since that day, we always get the invitations to perform the song, Troublemaker in many music stations. Although we got another rival, the song You & I by IU, we really had made the best for fans.

Our song had won twice in the awards. Everyday, Hyuna and I had been even closer. I was still hoping. “Oppa, we won!” The happiness… . She shared it with me. I was touched! A genuine smile had formed on my face. “Let’s do better next time, okay?” She was just nodding and smiled.

“Oppa, I really had never expected that we would won. Two awards so far. Seems that we really had do the best, right?” Hyuna said to me with his big smile. “Of course we do…we were 2Hyun, remember?” Once again I smiled. Everyday I had tried to steal her heart but still no reactions. I was almost despaired. To make decision, I asked her for the second time in 2 years.

“Hyuna…I would like to ask you something…” Once again, the serious face. If we could saw, it really looked like the same situation as the past 2 years. “Yae?” Oh, she was still smiling. The happiness of winning was still there. “I had endured the hurt of keeping my feelings deep in my heart. My feeling towards you was still in here, in my heart. For the last time, I would like to ask, will you love me? If you rejected me this time, I will try to promise to stop loving you more than a friend.” Seems Hyuna was doubting to give the answer. It took the longer time than the past 2 years to give a decision. Deep in my heart, I was really hoping she would say ‘Yes, I will’. My heart beat rates was keep increasing as she took a longer time.

She looked my face with such a face that was hard to describe. “Yes, I will. Saranghaeyo oppa!” Then she hugged me tightly. I was shocked. I really didn’t expected that answer from her. I hugged her back as he hugged me. The tears flow down from my eyes. Was this the return for me, the ones that had been enduring such a hurt for 2 years? It is enough for me to hear the love words from her, the ones I loved. “Oppa, I have been fallen in love with you since we were started the Troublemaker MV making. The changes that Cube had made to you made you looks very attractive.Everyday I waited for this moment. And now it is..” She smiled with her tears also flowing down.

We went back with teary eyes that night. Since that time, we had been even closer and closer as we knew each other’s feelings. We kept playing and spent time together. While in the internet, there were a lot of sources that showed us as a sweet couple, 2Hyun. Looking us together in Troublemaker, many fans hoping that our relationship was true. For real, true or not, just me and Hyuna knew it. J