your p.o.v. 

i dont know when it started. i usually didnt like him. how he walks, smiles, stands. 
but after some time, he got into me. i felt something i shouldnt have. 

Kai is my classmate in one of my classes. He usually dont talk much. I only talked to him maybe once? twice? 
i dont know. i find him unfriendly and very hard to approach. that kind of person who would make you feel intimidated. 
but just so you know- i never felt intimidated over him. 

And then there came a time when i was stuck in the middle of nowhere. it was raining cats and dogs then. 
i found shelter on a side of a building. knowing that i will be drenched if i continue to walk to my apartment

and then i saw him. Kai. walking alone. Calmly on the streets. with an umbrella protecting him of course.
Maybe he noticed me because he went right to me. 

"Here."  He handed me his umbrella. 
" no. its okay. " 
" no. take it. it seems like it'll take a year before the rain would stop. "
he got my hand and let me hold the handle of the umbrella, ran, and before i knew it, he disappeared out of my sight. 
" He' weird. " 

And maybe, after the incident, i actually started seeing him in a different view. 
He actually smiles a lot, jokes a lot with his group, and there's even a time when we were
in one group for a project, and he helped a lot.

we started talking to each other.almost every day. He is actually really nice. and shy.
Which makes me think he's kinda cute. 
we became, like, friends.
And after some time i realized;

I already like him. more like a crush or something. 
i let i be like that. admiring him. it wasnt a big deal after all. girls get crushes and he's my crush. no big deal.

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" i didn't know you are capable of admiring someone " 
" shut up Kris. " i rolled my eyes. 

Kris was my best friend for i dont know, 5 years? He is the ideal best friend. 
Whoever his girlfriend will be, i assure- that she is one of the luckiest on earth.
 

" Really. Who would have thought you would like someone? and on top of that, it's Kai?! you really are surprising. " 
 " Kris! im a girl. of course i would have a crush!  not like you. "
" why what's wrong with me? "
" well, i wont lie. you aren't that ugly" he is handsome. there are a lot of girls inside and outside our school 
who actually has a serious crush on him. " there are a lot of girls who likes you! why wont you pick one of the beauties
and then maybe date her? " 
it was his time to roll his eyes.
" i wouldn't date someone who i dont like. " He said seriously. 
" see? that's the problem with you. You are sooo picky! "
" tell me what ever you want. im not dating someone who i barely even know. " 
" choosy. "

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 And there came my first chapter. How iz it guys? 
  Boring? i know. 
 

this  story is really gonna be a short one. 

   Thank You for reading! and please... 

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